An Inside Cinderella

                        Once there was a beautiful family and they had a lovely daughter named Clara. After few years a beautiful  girl named Jennifer was born in that beautiful family with full of dreams. She was cared and loved by her parents and by her elder sister Clara. Clara used to love her sister Jennifer a lot. Jennifer family used to call her by her nick name Jenny. She gave right to only some persons to call her Jenny. As she grown up family decided to send Jenny to school and got admission from a school. As it was her first day her mom came along with her and Jenny is little bit scared as it was her first day. After few minutes a girl named Catherine entered into that class room with her little hair plotted and with  chubby cheeks. She is the first person to meet Jenny and Jenny did not know that she would become her best friend. After sometime Jenny's mom  left as the class is going to start. Jenny and Catherine sat together in classroom and waited for the teacher to come and after sometime a sir came into the classroom and he started telling stories which made the children more excited and happy . Jenny liked him a lot because he used to behave with her as a father. After coming from the school her mother used to make her eat snacks and an egg daily. Jenny's father used to own a provisional store and whenever her parents used to go out for any urgent work they made Clara and Jenny to  look after the store until they come. Jenny and Clara made a plan and started eating all the snack items that are present in the store . When Jenny eats Clara used to take care of the store and vice versa. When their parents return they used to keep an innocent face as if they done nothing and performed their duty given by her parents very well. One day Jenny was caught by her mother while stealing the snacks from shop and eating it secretly however she was saved by her father.

                             

                       Jenny used to love the mathematics subject a lot and spent  her most of the time in doing that problems.

Once Jenny's mother separated from her father as he had the habit of drinking and he had bankrupts. Jenny, Clara and her mother used to live in her granny house. After the school was over Jenny's father used to come to her school to meet them. Jenny was very happy to see her father but her sister Clara did not allow Jenny to meet him as Clara knows what to do and not to do. But Jenny was small girl and she don't know why they are not allowing to see her father. She never ask her mother what she wants because she knows how her mother suffered. She used to cry in night time after every one felt asleep because if her mother comes to know that she is crying for her father she would feel guilty. One night Jenny's mom saw her crying and she found the reason and she allowed Jenny to see her father after the school. When her father took Jenny home she started requesting her father to make mom and sister to return home so that they can live happy life . She told him that she loves him a lot and she could not be happy even if one of the family member is missing. By seeing her in pain her father apologised to her mother and they started living happily. But after this she entered into a new problem.

                       When she was in her 6th standard  her best friend Catherine got separated from her and stopped speaking to her . This made Jenny get into depression and she used to cry every day. One day she told her mother that Catherine stopped talking to her and even did not explain the reason why is  she avoiding her. Jenny's mother suggested Jenny to ask Catherine strongly why is she avoiding. On her mom decision  she called Catherine and asked her to tell the reason why she stopped speaking to her. Catherine said that Lily told her that Jenny used to spread rumours on her. On hearing that Jenny was shocked as she and Lily doesn't knew about each other and Jenny spoke to her only 1 or 2 times. Then Jenny realised that Lily used to hate her as all the teachers used to love her a lot because she was the topper in her class. Jenny was depressed as her friend believed in the words said by Lily instead of believing in her . Then Jenny  decided to not believe in friends anymore  but she could not do that as she spends more time with her friends than with her family. Every time when she believes in her friends they just give her pain and noting more less. After this incident Jenny slowly started getting less marks and Lily used to get topper in class.

                      

                   As the years passed out  as usual Jenny used to score less marks and Lily used to be the topper of the class. One day when Lily was absent for an exam . In that exam Jenny is topper and she felt very happy but the happiness did not be so long . When Jenny's biology teacher asked her about the rank of her in that exam. When Jenny said she was the topper her teacher replied that as Lily was absent in the exam you are the topper if not she would be the topper. This made Jenny feel more sad as she was insulted by her teacher who used to love her a lot when she was the topper of the class. Jenny decided to teach biology mam a lesson by getting successful in life better than Lily . She took it as a challenge and she started studying. When she was in 9th standard Lily changed her school. Even Lily made her struggle her a lot during her school friends Jenny never wanted to hurt her and always treated her as a friend but she decided not to forgive her for separating her best friend. Jenny never used to like the school  she studied and frequently she used to ask her mother to change school and her mother promised to change school in vain.

                     

                    After her schooling she decided to take the group she liked . She told her mother that she wanted to take MEC group in her +1 and +2 . But her mother never had confidence on her decision . Jenny's mother met an astrologer and asked his choice which group will be good to her . This made Jenny feel very bad as her mother even did not give her a chance to explain why she wanted to take that group. Jenny even don't want to force her mother as her mother faced many problems in her life and she doesn't want to bother her. She was joined in the college which was handled by the same school where she studied . She hated to join the college but as her family cannot afford more amount Jenny decided to join that college.

During her college days she had a good friends named Alisha  and Andrea who is the only friends who did not hurt her. Jenny was given a extra care by the teachers as she would do well which made other students hate her. Once Jenny could not tolerate the hatred and she asked one of her classmate why she hates me. Her classmate said that  her father was a drunkard and her mother worked a lot to make her study well and she could not afford the money to buy books . Besides the professors used to give books to you for free as your the topper. But what about me?? How can I get the books as it is of high cost. So I used to hate you as all the professors give preference to you instead of other students. This made Jenny think the same situation which she was faced a long time ago. She then promised her classmate that she will give the books to her and  she will buy the books instead. Even though Jenny family also could not afford amount for the books she tried her level best to get the books. Jenny thought that they would not hate her as they know that she can also be a good friend. But the same thing repeated in Jenny's life which she faced in her school life. Her classmate once again started hating her and hurt Jenny a lot through her words . Jenny was sad because even though  she no need  to buy books she did that for her classmate so that she could study well. This was her biggest mistake in her life by believing her classmate.

                       

                        Jenny used to spend more time with her sister and she treated her as a second mother as Clara used to love her a lot and used be her side during any problems. Jenny and Clara used to have fights for silly reasons and they asked their mother to join one of them in hostel.

But only for that minute they used to be like that and after they used to play. But one day her sister has to leave to hostel for her higher studies. Before leaving Clara asked Jenny whether she was feeling bad about her leaving. Jenny replied that she was very happy and she said that now no one will beat me. After  her sister left Jenny went to her college and she returned to her home  at the evening. As soon as she entered home she took her bag inside her room and started doing maths. When her mother called her for dinner she replied that she is not hungry right now. Her mother found something fishy because whatever happens Jenny never used to skip her dinner. Jenny's mother opened her room and asked why did u skip the dinner. Jenny said that she is not feeling hungry and no other reason. Her mother found the reason that she skipped her dinner as her sister left for the hostel. She asked is that the reason. But Jenny did not open up. After sometime Jenny could not handle herself and started crying . She asked her mother to get Clara home as she would feel lonely if Clara is not there. But however her mother convinced Jenny that her sister will be here once her studies is completed.

                  Jenny finished her studying and is about to enter the university. Jenny wanted to take the course in mathematics as she was interested in mathematics a lot . But her mother did not ask her opinion instead she consulted her cousins and other who are well educated for the opinion. Jenny joined the university on her mom's decision as she did not have any other option. She could not concentrate on the studies as she doesn't like the course and never wanted to take it. She used to stay in hostel for her studies far away from her family. Whenever she goes to home their parents will not have time to spend with Jenny which made her sad. Whenever Jenny , Clara and her mother go for shopping her mother never asked her opinion which dress will suit her best instead she used to ask Clara whether the dress will be good for Jenny or not . Jenny always thought that she is going to forgot her own choice of selection which would be good for her and what is bad. She always thought that her life is failure and all the decisions made in her life will be based on someone's opinion. She used to cry a lot during night times in her hostel thinking that she could not full fill her dreams in her whole life .  Even she was not able to score good marks in her subjects as she could not understand it. On seeing her marks her mother became tensed and asked her to study well if she wants  her not to get tensed, but no one questioned Jenny why she scored less marks and they never given her a chance to explain. She felt that she was the reason which made her mother cry. She never wanted to hurt her mother which she was doing until now by  keeping her dreams in her heart , but this time she failed . She decided to leave her dreams and to study the course which she hated a lot. But she could not do it for long and she got mentally depressed and she started watching movies . She got addicted of watching movies daily which made her family hurt a lot. She doesn't know  what she is  doing and  why she could not concentrate. Then she said all her problems to her friend named Sophia and Sophia suggested her to follow her heart . She also said once Jenny  could full fill her dreams she can convince her mother. On her suggestion Jenny joined in a research which is based on mathematics. Jenny did not inform her family about this because she was scared that how her family reacts and she kept it as a secret.  Whenever she goes to research she used to tell her mother that she used to meet the professor for doubts in the subject . This was her first time  to tell lie to her mother. But she could not hold both her course and her research  for a long time. Then her semester exams started .In her semester exam she scored less marks which she never got in her entire life. She thought of leaving this world instead of hurting her family as she could not give a better life to her family who sacrificed every happiness for the sake of Jenny. Sophia advised that if  you leave your family then that would be their biggest failure in life and they would never forgive themselves. Then she struggled a lot and she done better in her next semester exam.

                  During her vacation Jenny went to home and she was given a lot of love and care as she done hard work to write better in exams . One day she could not hold her lie  about the research and she opened up to her mother that she was doing a research in mathematics and she could not handle both the course and research  at a time.As there was only two years to complete her studying she requested her mother to give her this last two years to full fill her dreams. Her mother agreed to her saying and gave her freedom to do whatever she wants.She was very happy and she started moving in  the way by which she could reach her dreams. She started preparing for a competitive exam which will make her dreams come true.She finished writing her exams and was waiting for her results.

                             

                      She thought that this was her last chance to make her dreams come true if not this would be her biggest failure and her life will be just failures.

                   And the day has come . Results are out. She entered her register no and the password to check the results . She could not get the results fast as the server is slow. After 10 min the server got opened and she got the results. What do you think will be the result??

                    Is she  successful in full filling her dreams ?? 

                                                   or 

                     Is this going to be her end??

continues............

 

                In Cinderella fairy tale she has full filled her dreams but as this is not a fairy tale and  as this is a real life story.

In next part of my story you will be knowing whether the story will have the same ending as the Cinderella's story or life will give her a second chance or it was her end. Let's see....