I felt like....

One thing that came up to me a night , that made me stay all awaken , thinking in life

I felt like everything was lost

I felt like I didn't fit in

I felt like I never lived

I felt like no one cared about me

I felt like everything I do is wrong

I felt like I was a mistake 

I felt like I didn't make sense

I felt like I was never loved

I felt like that everyone hated me

I felt like I was dead

I wanted to fell happy

I wanted to fell emotions

I wanted to feel loved

I wanted to feel found

I wanted to make sense

I wanted to feel proud

I wanted to feel important

I wanted to feel rare 

I wanted to feel alive

Reviews

[Lobster Goldberg]

Why did you go from want to wanted?
Very good poem other than that.

[Argo]

The second part was half-wrong thanks for reminding me , it shouldn't be wanted

[Lobster Goldberg]

Ok.. I thought so.. But it could have also been that these things are no longer within reach.