A Note From Nathan Gray... Addressing an issue

Another, slightly less grim installment.

I doubt anyone listens to me, but that's fine, I've grown less and less attached to the audience I never had. I'm filled with too much angst to worry about other people. I guess that's why I write these notes to myself, and it explains why there all written at night, I'm a dark person. I say dark things, and pretend I seriously have some secret message. Nope, just a random fellow taking notes for the sake of writing. I don't have any spectacular message, I tend to keep things pretty clear...

Sure, I act all sophisticated, but it's a ruse to make people think I'm leagues ahead of where I actually am. I write little notes to remind me I have a voice, I don't even date them, I just go on and on trying to fill some void, but it doesn't really do much for me. But I enjoy doing it, and it passes some time...

At this point, I doubt anyone cares what I got up my sleeve, I just sound like a morbid youth craving attention, but.... there isn't anything to but about really, that's pretty much what this is. It's pretty funny actually, and I haven't really found anything amusing in a while now, so I guess I'll have to keep writing myself these little doodles. Needless to say, I'm not exactly moping today, maybe things will start getting better.

Darn, I think I just jinxed myself...

Author's Note

Just another note, I doubt anyone reads these anyway.