Lost or not

A Poem by Nate

Lost or not ?
If I feel , I will only be damage and broken by the words they utter to me .
I've been constantly mocked by people who have mentality and behavior of a horse ; spending my days in the shadow , crying till I fall asleep nevertheless I just want to leave ;
and never come back to being me .
Fighting is pointless , for I will prove nothing to the fools who have made me so ; alone I might be , but happy I will be , for I will walk , run and jump by myself till the day that I die !
Who knows if I'm to be part of the world , I'm flawed , immature and insecure ; so what will I do ? nothing but drown my sorrows with rum .
To gain a little happiness in short span of time, before I leave and never come back .