Over You.

: About my ex..

I keep trying to get over him.

I lose myself in it sometimes.

I always think "If I had been prettier.."

or "Thinner"

"Maybe he would still like me."

It really sucks.

I try to get over him again, and again.

Yet then he goes and does that.

He smiles, and has no clue

at how much I want that smile back.

He laughs, and has no clue

at how much I want to hear it in my ear.

At times I wish that I had saved 

ALL the tears I cried for you,

so that I could drown you in them.

I know I could've been a better girlfriend.

I know I could've held on.

But I hated it.

When I was with you..

I felt more lonely than I was before.

You didn't want to hear my problems.

You didn't want me to be "emo".

I felt judged and mistaken.

I felt imperfect, trying to be something I'm not.

I broke up with you the first time,

and you moved on the first day.

You only took me back 

because you felt sorry for me.

I wonder just how many times

I'll have to say goodbye to you

before I FINALLY let you go..

I used to be happy..

But what do you do when,

The one who broke your heart

is the ONLY one who can fix it..?

Author's Note

Yeah..

Reviews

[kaylynnmelody♥]

wow you conveyed your emotions very well in this piece of writing!!

[Deactivated_BurningDemo..]

Well, if he wanted someone that was skinny and pretty then he should have opened his eyes, you're beautiful.
Other then that, I loved this poem. It's heart felt and truthful.

[CharlesMonroe]

"But what do you do when,
The one who broke your heart
is the ONLY one who can fix it..?"
This is so amazing, but heartbreaking. He isn't worth it, he never was, he never will be. He has a pretty face, but thats it. He's jsut a player

[Kyla H]

I love the last stanza, it's quite true. I'm in a current situation much similar, I get over it by listening to loud music and hating him. Smile and kill him, it's the only revenge that's suitable. Anyway! Nicely done, I love your work.

[Angie Diane♥&hea..]

This is really a sad, but cute write. I know how you feel because I have been in this type of relationship. Greg and I got back together so much. I was finally done with him and moved on, but he always wanted me back...he made me seem like the bad guy though...when it was his own fault for what happened...if a boyfriend doesn't listen to your problems then he is a jerk. I don't like men sometimes. Thanks for sharing.

[Alice N.]

its so sweet its totally relates to me n my aunt i just love it especially where u want to take ur tears n drown him in it

[futurepast.]

Relationships should be based on understanding and acceptance, and this is what is lacking from the relationship defined above. It is hard when someone do not accept you for who you are, and ending this relationship was the right thing to do. I can also understand the dilemma you are facing here. You want to run away from him because he judges and hurts you, but at the same time he is the only one who can fix you. Just remember that you are perfect the way you are. You just have to find someone who sees it.

[Helpless]

love the picture, really enforces the concept.

[*Evelen*]

This is an amazing poem... I've been here before "The people whom hurt us the most are the ones we would die to please." It's hard to let go. And it's so confusing when your heart says one thing and your head says the other. Well done loved this poem. And you never have to be prettier or thinner for the one that loves you:) Don't ever change.
~*Evelen*~

[Sabrina Demartini]

This is a good, very good write. this is very well written.