Crush

This is about that feeling you get when you have a "crush" on someone. Those butterflies in your stomach when you are around that special someone, then having your soul crushed when you get rejected by them.

I used get nervous
anticipating meeting you
the butterflies fluttering in my stomach
a feeling like no other

Now here i am again
falling back into apathy
an all consuming nothingness
a black hole of emotion

Is it so bad to ask for this
what would you lose
why not satisfy curiosity
and answer the way i want

I dont care anymore
am i better off alone?
you all want me to be
theres only so much rejection a soul can take

now here i am again
falling back into apathy
an all consuming nothingness
a black hole of emotion

i see one more
a beautiful flower
a shining light
and slowly that feeling rises

I get nervous
anticipating meeting you
the butterflies fluttering in my stomach
a feeling like no other

denied i am once again
you say no
why?
am i boring?
or is there something else going on?

Reviews

[Red Brick Keshner]

And again, dwell on it only as long as the moment lasts. For it is but a moment and perhaps as the crush fades away and ebbs it will swell again to someone new. Prepare as much for the new ride. Maybe if we find the thrilling bit of this emotion each crush would be as splendid as all the rest. Cheers.

[Jenna]

Oh dont worry about them. There is somebody else out there for you, so dont dwell on that person.