struggle

Fear,
fear death,
frighten,
hide,
body like ice,

can't move,
move,
invisible, followed, visible.

Hide,
hide in the crowd,
get on the bus,
can't, don't,
breathe one last breath,
just act,
help,
no don't.

Struggle,
fight, fighting, scream,
fear of death and fear.
Live,
life,
don't want to come,
don't want to move,

scream,
people,
commanding,
no don't touch me,
come here,
no,
give up,
no,

dad uncle,
the boy,
help, helps, act,
a moment of act,
get of me,
now,
get off.

The boy,
help,
helps me,
watches,
act,

getting off,
relief,
heart in my throat,
adrenaline,
can't breathe,
a breath.

He saved me,
never the same.