My Darkest Hour

Let's just say, last night was f*****g HORRIBLE

Sitting here in this never ending silence

Alone

Abandoned all hope

Abandoned all love

I’m going insane

Nothing is right

Confusing your words

With their lies

It’s all the same

It still leaves me all alone

With no one at my side

Not even a faithful friend

Who stole my emotions like a lowly pick-pocket

Like a knife in the back

I believed your lies

Only to find out too late

That you want me to suffer alone

I’ll spill my blood

Just to make the pain go away

These tears that I’m crying

They do nothing for me

I always said I wouldn’t be this way

But I guess there is no chance

I can’t blame others

For my own pitiful exsistance

Without an ounce of hope

All torn away by their selfish lies

I don’t think I can endure this

I know I can’t ignore this

I’ll be gone before this is finished

So many questions to be answered

About if life is really worth the pain

That has been received

How long can I bear this

This horrible hatred and sorrow in my heart

It just hurts too much

And yet

I have no one to quell the pain

Words look like scribbles for they are written in pity

Will you watch me burn in hell

All alone and in pain

I don’t see an end to this

I don’t know how far I can push

Before I collapse because of this pain

My losses are just too much to bear

In my darkest hour…