Everything.. and... Nothing..

Everything and Nothing..

The words you say
I want to believe.
They mean everything 
But then nothing.

Fear has found a haven
Where bravery used to stay
My heart is tempted 
My head says its nothing more
Than a trick of light.

Do I take your words on faith?
Faith I once had 
With out hesitation,
Or do I turn and run.

Even broken hearted 
I gave forgiveness
Now I am wondering if its 
Forgiveness I gave rather than 
Yearning..

I yearn 
For something I may 
Never be able to hold.

Pretty words shielded 
My eyes from the truth 
Once before.

Is it love you seek
Or by the end of the week 
Will you smile at the way 
My restless heart weeps?