Tears Of Regrets..

Written for a contest....

Once again its the time
Now alone my soul fell
into the cold and dark abyss
I open my eyes and look
around,
I think of the setting Sun.
At last its the truth that I 've
found.
But , neither life , nor death
can I
shun .
I lie helpless on my bed.
Still alive, but waiting to be
dead .
Tears of regret flood my
cheeks .
One last chance , is all is all
my life
seeks.
The doctors just refuse to
say ,
If I would live through the
day.
I wonder if it would be just
to pray.
Coz, I am a smoker, and I
smoked
my life away .
I am broken inside,
But I try to be brave.
On me were the eyes of
doom that
spied,
As I puffed towards my
grave.
My dear ones stand, by my
side.
Tears of sorrow , they can 't
hide .
My mom sits weeping , by
my feet .
Wondering how long, will
her son 's
heart beat.
I had smoked like a chimney
- day
and night ,
Knowing not, that it wasn 't
right .
Now I wish , I hadn ' t seen
this day,
I am a smoker , and I
smoked my life
away .
I had to pay the price .
As written in my fate.
Friend ! Please heed my
voice .
And quit it, before its too
late.