Monster

You think you know me, think you own me.

But that’s not who I am. I am so very free.

I’m a blood soaked monster, a nightmarish beast.

Upon your hatred, fear, pain and sorrow I feast,

It keeps me alive, slates my thirst and keeps me awake.

I’m one of the army of the damned, for f*****g hell’s sake,

So look at me now and think. Will you ever learn?

Should I tear out your heart and watch it burn?

See it become as black as mine is, as dead as mine?

The pain and rage I feel is ageless. Touched not by time,

If I ever bleed I don’t say a thing, I’m hurt and we don’t know it,

But when I make one bruise on you, you’re hurt and you show it.

You scream and you cry and you beg to die, but I won’t let you,

We have so much more left in our lives to do,

Well, for me to do to you. I want to cause you so much pain,

Watch your blood and emotions drain, leaving nought but a stain,

Upon your pitiful life, which I’ll end with a sharpened knife,

I’ll end all your pain, fear, stress and strife.

You beg me not to hurt you, as though that’s something I can do,

And you beg me not to touch your family, wait and see,

I told you I’d cause you as much pain as I could,

So you’ll watch them burn. Remember that you just stood,

There and let it all happen to them, the blood is your fault,

And you’ll remember their screams, keep them in that vault,

Of memories that you keep within your mind,

And you’ll remember them all, see them once you’re blind,

I’ll make you need as much help as you can get,

And knowing that hurts your pride the most, I’ll bet,

To know that even if you survive my bloody torture chamber,

You’ll always and forever be " in your mind " a failure,

I have a saw style torture chamber with a Lecter style brain,

So, I’ll murder you then cook you, and then repeat again.