My Life, My Dream

A Chapter by Nakami-sensei

I'm Beth, I'm sixteen I've lived in California all my life, I don't remember much from my past... I was in an accident when I was young...
I never really thought I was gonna lose my memory, I didn't remember anyone, or anything, my life was a mistake,
I ruined my mom's life, my friend's life, and of course... my own life.

"Beth!" My mom yelled, "Yes?" I replied, "I need you to go to the drug store!" in an concerned tone, "For...?" I sighed, "I need a pregnancy test."
"... Why don't you get it?" I spoke in an irratated tone, "Because! I can't!" she yelled, "Well, no! I'm not going to go get you're pregnancy crap!"
I snapped, "Just go get it!" Ugh! she's so annoying! "No! I don't want to bump into anyone I know and they think
I'm pregnant! I'm not doing it you b***h!" "What did you just call me?" she snapped, "A b***h!" I snapped back,
"You know what, get out! get out of my house!" she yelled, "Fine! I can go live with someone who isn't a f*****g s**t
f*****g her boyfriend every night not being concerned her daughter is sleeping in the next room right next to you're bed!"
"... Just get out of my house!" I ran out the door yelling, ugh! sometimes I really wish she would just die! she's such a b***h!
I grabbed my cellphone and dialed Nicole's phone number, "Hello~?" Nicole answered, "Hey, my mom kicked my out AGAIN!"
"Wh---at? she kicked you out again? what a w***e!" she replied, "I know!" "Where are you? I'll come pick you up."
"Okay, thanks Nicole." "You're welcome~" she hung up, I started texting my friends waiting for Nicole, "Hey cutie~" an
unknown voice came from behind me, "Huh...?" I turned around, and there was an old man and a few others, "Hey, wanna have some fun with us?" the man flirted,
"No thank you." I replied, "Come on, it'll be fun." "No! I don't go out with old perverts!" I yelled at him,
"You've got no respect little lady." "I'm calling the police." I ran off so he couldn't catch up, he was still in his car and he couldn't walk properly,
"Wait! Beth! where the hell are you going?"
"Nicole?" "Yeah, who else?" she snorted, "Oh... okay..." I got in the car with her, "Okay, so where are we going?"
"My house, or... we can go to Ryan's party!" she squeeled, "Yeah! that seems like so much fun!" so we drove over to
Ryan's house and Nicole knocked on the door, we heard music and people, and footsteps coming to the door,
the door opened and it was Ryan himself, "Hey girls, coming to the party?" he winked, "Yeah." I answered, oh my god!
Ryan is A-D-O-R-A-B-L-E! "Hey Beth, how about you and me go up to my room." he said as soon as we got in his house,
"S-Sure..." I murmured, we both ran upstairs and he started kissing me, "Mmm... strawberries." he smirked, so we
got in the bed and the night had been one of my bests, a couple hours later I had noticed I didn't hear the music anymore, I forgot about Nicole,
"Hey, I have to go..." I got dressed and ran out the door, Nicole was drunk dead on the sofa, so I thought
I should drive her home since... she can't, I picked her up and put her in the car, "It's already 3:26 AM!?
CRAP!" I got in the car and drove.