the inside

this is briefly how i feel inside tell me what you think

Boys just be wanting something to talk about 

Something to laugh and joke about 

Something to tell their friends about 

One second they pretend to care about your feelings 

The next the leave you looking at the ceiling 

You began to wonder how could they disappoint you 

They ran right over you 

You have hurt in your heart nobody knew of 

But on the outside you grew to keep your sanity 

Looking at yourself in the double vanity 

Wondering "what did i ever do to deserve this"

And then you put a lock around your heart 

You just reserved ever feeling love 

Forgotten & Mistaken is all you ever we're 

Feeling love is just a luxury 

Hoping one day somebody will fulfill your wishes 

Cherishing you with kisses 

Making you feel like your loved 

Seeing all the white doves

And this time you know it's real 

And you don't see the big deal 

Because inside your broken 

And your love is not a token to be won

Emotionally unstable..

Physically drained...

Heart broken..

Nobody see's the wrong in their actions

Your hurting..

Your crying..

Your whole world is torn apart

Your crying..

Your hurting..

Your asking for better 

Your hearts gone ice cold 

You can no longer be sold to sweet talk and a nice face 

Your no longer in the race 

You've given up 

Your done trying 

Done giving your all to someone who can't appreciate you 

he's like but "Naajia Collins" I love you 

Your like no you can't love me 

Because if you loved me you wouldn't hurt me

Then he's yelling and screaming 

Your selling your smile and laugh then you realize your dreaming

Then everything fades away 

Your hearts no longer broken 

Your love is not a token 

Your hurt has been awoken 

Your shattered and your broken 

And then you find yourself..

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