Swimming in the Moment

The words are our story. I can't even being to describe how much he means to me.

Swimming in the moment,

When I first met you.

Your outlook on life,

was something so new.

You were my earth, wind, and sky,

and showed me that there was more to love than just red eyes.

The day we were one

I never knew two months later we would be done.

A love so young, and so naïve,

that the day you left, I felt so.... deceived.

A stupid girl, so depressed

I pushed away our memories,

The feeling I THOUGHT was love, I oppressed.

I finally felt like I had moved on

but every “love” I ran into was just a put-on.

This heart of mine has been poured out onto the floor,

Hoping for all of the love past guys tell me they have, and more.

As I move on hoping to remove these deep sores,

You appear a couple times more.

We talked for days, for hours on end

before, sadly, we both drifted away again...

It's been a little while since then

and it feels like the seams on my heart is starting to bend again.

You show up again and this time,

you explain you're not the same anymore

And that you don't want to be “waist deep” in me,

like I’m just some other w***e.

I know your heart feels broken, You feel like you have no love you can show.

I'm trying to fix it, I know the process will be slow.

The pieces of your heart, that I’m just beginning to learn how to sew.

The last guy who left me,

left my heart broken and shattered

but because of feeling you give me

the broken-ness doesn't even matter...

As I'm swimming in our moments,

I never knew, that soon,

I would be taking small, but worthwhile steps with someone as amazing as you.

Author's Note

Ignore grammar problems, because i really don't even care. I feel what is written, mistakes and all.