Just say it...

Just say it...

A Chapter by Gemzi
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About me.

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Yes, I'm depressed...
Yes, I'm suicidal...
But don't...
Don't say You know what's best for me...
Don't say You know what it's like...
Depression is something that is Different for Everybody.
Don't try to say that I'm bullshitting about what's going on...
In MY life...
In MY head...
You aren't me...
You want to walk in my shoes?
You want to think that you could handle it?

Try handling yourself first.
Try handling Your mental illnesses. 
Then come back to me.

I'm depressed.
I'm suicidal.
You don't know My life.
You don't know My story.

I have mental illnesses.
I have depression.
I have anxiety.
I have MPD.
I have OCD.
I have dislexa. (Hell I can't even spell that!)
I have others that you will never know.

So don't come to me, saying I'm bullshitting.
When I say something you don't like.
When I call you out on trying to bully me.

Good luck walking in my shoes with my memories.
You want to know why we can't walk in others shoes?
Because we're not strong like they are.
People who commit suicide.
They are strong.
There is no one worse than yourself.

Next time.
You want to bully.
Take a step back.
Think about what you know.
About the other person.
About yourself.


© 2015 Gemzi


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Gemzi
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My name is Gemzi, I am 28 years old. I have no idea what my genre of writing is, now do I know what type of audience it is. I do make a few mistakes with my spelling but the storyline should be fine. more..

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