The Brokenness Within...

Have you ever felt so broken? So alone... So lost?

It's how I feel each and everyday... I wake up just to want to curl up and cry myself back to sleep... I've felt this way for 6ish years... No ones seemed to notice... I've tried getting help... Only to have snapped...

Most who try and help have never felt so alone, so lost... So trapped...

Depression is a well to me. If you see it as a tunnel then aren't you lucky... You made it out...

Life is hard... Depression makes it harder... To be told 'You have to help yourself'... It hurts... Yes it's how life is... But that hurts due to how much people act like they're upset...

The world is full of liars and fakes... Sadly most of those people are acting like friends before they leave because they 'can not handle it any more'... At least they can leave instead of being clouded over all the time in darkness.

I've realized my depression isn't my fault. I've realized my snapping isn't my fault... 

Before you take another step towards me, carefully think about your next move...

Anything is a trigger. Anything can set anyone off. 

If you think suicide is selfish, then that's your opinion, but when you've hit your end, you will know how it feels to feel so helpless, so alone, so lost in a pit of darkness...