You're Gone

You're Gone is a poem I recently wrote about a world a person lives in after his/her lover is gone for none's fault but just a destination.

I never thought about it before

“Maybe we will live like a mother and her little child” I reckoned

I didn’t know where that blowing whirlwind came from

It turned our future to different direction

You went north as I took south

You flied to west as I crawled to east

I didn’t wish it even a dream

But that’s the reality of life

 It wasn’t your fault, neither mine

It was just a destination, our destination

You are now beyond boundaries, I mean my eyesight

My heart is calling your busy number and gets no answer

It is feeling your soul apart, and gets no sign to have you back

By the way, I didn’t know how worth you are to me till now

Now I’m hurt for no reason, just for being unable to see tomorrow

Now I’m crying louder like a king who lost his only son on front war

I once said, “Even death won’t separate us”

I once dreamt you and me alone in heaven

Dream is just a dream, but reality is different

Mountains are about to submerge with my tears

My fury is as dangerous as earthquake of 9.1 on Richter scale

Magmas are boiling inside me, heat I’ve never had is burning me badly

It could dry out all earthy water in a minute

But thank you for those moments we had

Even though they are killing me

But they can make me smile a little

They can put me back in time and touch you again

They enable me to feel your smell slightly

They are helping me to see your smile

Again and again when I get there

I access your love and care more than I do to Wi-Fi

I close eyes for a moment and see you running over me

Laughing and smiling which make me full

Sun has snuffed out and moon too,

Stars aren’t shining as usual, birds aren’t singing

I’m under the sea but I’m still thirsty,

I get to the sun but I’m still cold

I’m holding stars but I’m darkened

This time kills like a sword; its pain is deeper than oceans

My parents won’t accept it

I’m afraid of telling them that good news to devils

Which hate to see two angels happy in a small heaven

Now I’ve fallen for your picture you left with me

It is lightening my heart as days goes on

I’m in love with that song you used to sing for me

As I get this opportunity, I want to ask you one question

“Do you still remember me?” may be not

I’ve heard that you are happier than ever

You found replacement you are laughing to

While you left a whole inside me

While you left Everest in my way

I’m sure that I won’t be happy as I was when you held my hand

I will never cry tears of happiness as I did when you said YES

I’ll never feel angry again as I used to, whenever you felt angry

And I will never feel anxious as I felt when you left

I don’t know for you but that’s the truth to my side

All blames about life I’m living now must be on me

As I didn’t think about how I’ll live when you are gone

But of course I didn’t have to; I was in heaven so I hadn’t to worry about hell

And I’m now suffering from my blindness

I’m now struggling due to my one eye side looking

I’m following your footsteps of where you went through

I’m following your smell as I want to meet you before I leave

I want to bid you farewell before I go to place I didn’t wish to go alone

 I didn’t get a chance to say BYE cause I thought it was just a joke

I wasn’t able to see my picture alone but I’m now watching a whole movie

Love hurts but moments kill, so I’ve died alive 

Author's Note

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