Thats Her Last Wish !

Swear.

I swear,

for nothing I have now to spare.

She is no more

O God how you dare?

Feelings enough suppressed and heart so busted,

Ah my breath now so thin and arrested.

I know, yeah I know

She was my dream, and to live

her dreams my reason.

But what now? 

O God how you dare?

I don't want to live

O light of divine,

punish me for guilt was mine.

I will accept the truth, the truth of vine.

Yet packed in heart

but buried in mind.

Will spill now words

till my dim breath shine.

Into my Morning of adolescence

I was waking

sheer unknown for what was waiting.

I was Struck

struck by Light,

Oh so purer, oh so divine.

Voice, oh so sweet

and her singing so

still thrills my body whole.

Oh so solemn was those moves.

Flowing smile of eyes

and her presence, oh so benign.

Choked me whole but my eyes alive

looking at her as she was mine.

I never talked though

I was eager,

But listened her deep

when my name pronounced.

I must say

her agreeable eyes

and her concern

too much for me and my life.

Like wind, she was gone

But I was there, like thin leaf trembling

with a promise that

float on my eyes.

Years spent, so many springs.

Though Spring with her

so much cling.

Her face so familiar

her voice so nearer

made me contented oh so ever.

Twelve years past like

a drawling train.

At every halt wished

to search for her, but

oh that 'reason' of mine!

Slowed me down and got me back.

Achieved my dreams but Ah mercenary

but I must say thought

Enough for her and her smile.

From this Height, now my body fall

for the beauty that rests down.

Few days back

searched for her with all my breath

but Ah found her in that grave.

Ah now my breath so dim

just few words to tell 

O God if you wish.

Now her people say

and make me weep,

she wished to touch me and touch my soul.

That's her last wish till she died.