Chapter 5A Chapter by NicoleTaylor Swift's song, "Love Story" was my initial inspiration behind the romance between Randolf and Charlotte. It's one of my favorite songs.Chapter 5 Miss
Katia Evangeline Vaughn came into my care when she was little more than a child.
She was the only daughter of one of my father’s brothers, left orphaned by
peculiar circumstances and entrusted to me by means that were stranger still.
There were a great many of our relatives living in Latibul at that time that
might have taken her in, but it was left as the last will of the late Mr. and
Mrs. Vaughn that if they should perish, custody of their daughter should be
passed to me alone. This
perplexed me exceedingly when I received a letter from my father describing it
to me. I was living in Moscow at the time, working in progressive medicine,
when the word arrived informing me about the sorrowful situation of little
Katia. I had never taken a mate, never had any children, and couldn’t fathom
why they would have chosen me to be the guardian of their only daughter. But as
soon as I was able to make a phone call to my father, he explained the
situation in full. Katia’s
parents were, as some of choose to be, living on the outside of Latibul and
were mostly disconnected from anything that went on with that central pack and
with Mother. It was a choice they made, to live as freely as they could in
America, and one they made entirely for the safety of their daughter. Katia’s
mother was a direct relation to Mother. This made her daughter a possible
candidate to be Mother’s successor and therefore put her life in jeopardy.
Mother’s daughters and relations make it their personal vendetta to destroy any
and all of their competition for their shot at becoming the supreme alpha,
warring with each other secretly. Poisonings, assassinations, and all manner of
foul plots resound in the shadows; little Katia would have been at great risk
if she had gone to Latibul. But
even outside Latibul, the daughters of Mother keep their own packs of warriors
and faithful followers and wage little wars against each other and anyone else
who would contest their claim at Mother’s throne. If news of Katia’s existence
were discovered, there would have been nowhere safe for her no matter where
they went. Her parents had kept her entire existence a secret, sheltering her
in a small town in northern Idaho and keeping very little contact with only a
few members of their family who lived in Latibul still. One
of those contacts was my father. He advised them, when Katia was first born,
that if something should happen to them that they needed to make arrangements
for the continued safety of their daughter. She would have to be entrusted to
someone who lived ominously from Mother’s eyes, someone that no one in Latibul
cared about or checked up on. So naturally, my name was mentioned and Katia’s
parents, unbeknownst to myself or anyone else but my father, named me the
guardian of their child upon the event of their deaths, calling me her “uncle”
and awarding me full and uncontestable custody should anything go wrong. The
next week, I took the first available flight to New York and moved myself and
my medical practice there. Having never lived in America before, it was a bit
of a transition in itself, but nothing compared to having a new addition to my
once solitary lifestyle. Katia
arrived only a few days after I’d found a townhouse in Manhattan, looking
wide-eyed, wary, and only about 14 years old in human years. She was a tiny
redheaded child and hardly spoke a word to me for the first few months. I must
fault myself for this; I was not the comforting uncle I could have been. But
she acknowledged that our real familial relation was weak, at best, and despite
being called her uncle in the legal documentation, in reality I was little more
than a distant cousin she’d never met before. She had no profound reason to
trust or relate to me and I had no knowledge of a way to bridge the gap between
us. However,
she would attest diligently that I did a few things right during these times
when her emotional vulnerability was at its greatest. I allowed her to go to a
public human school, something her parents had never permitted. I also
permitted her to pursue a social life with other human children that were close
to her mental age and near her own maturity level. So, as she might say, she
made friends with whom she could confide in as long as she remained within the
parameters of secrecy demanded by our race. That was my one and only
stipulation and she adhered to it. Of
course, it was not to last. She graduated from high school, looking much the
same as she did when she’d started four years prior because of how slowly our
kind age. Her friends moved away, went to college, and she once again went
silent and drifted aimlessly from room to room in my house. Admittedly, I was
somewhat numbed to her presence and unaware of her pain. I observed it, but
found it hard to acknowledge beyond the realm of my own suffering and the
demands of my career. I
did not truly see her at all until one night when, upon returning from my
office at the local hospital, I overheard her sobbing desperately in her
bedroom. She wept for her parents, for a life lived under the dark cloak of
secrecy that smothered her heart and soul, and for her hatred of what she was.
It struck me to the very core of my being; how similar we were. I vowed that
night that I would fix it, that she was not beyond saving, and that I could
show her how to live her life as a Lycan with pride and happiness. That, while it might have been too late for
me, she didn’t have to live making the same mistake I had made…wishing to be
something other than what I was. I
found myself suddenly able to reach out to her in a deeply empathetic way and
did my best to show her how, being what she was, she could accomplish things no
human could ever hope to. She loved to dance, so I provided her with the best
dance instructors I could find. It was easy to indulge and impress her when
money was no object, something she’d been aware of as a common attribute to our
race, but she’d never seen exactly how deep a Lycan’s pockets could be. Perhaps
I went a little overboard, in retrospect, but I was eager to do anything I
could for her. Katia
proved to be a pleasant, sweet-tempered, and unexpectedly wise young woman who
flourished under the spotlight. She enjoyed being the best at what she did,
using her enhanced strength, speed, precision, and stamina subtly to outshine
all of the other dancers in her classes at Julliard. But when the time came for
her to retire that, out of a need for racial discretion, I saw hints of that
former grief come back to her face. I pulled her aside to ask her, “Katia, do
you love to dance?” She
simply nodded, tearful and mourning the knowledge that her dancing years were
coming to an end. “You
are good at it because you love it.” I reminded her gently, “There are millions
of things to love in this world, Katia, and you’ve only explored one. You are
Lycan and because of that, the only thing stopping you from finding out what
else you love is how long it takes you to find something new. So, shall we
explore something new, this time?” She
smiled at me with renewed hope, admitting that she wanted to try painting next.
I promised her that, so long as she kept the laughter at a minimum, I would
indulge her efforts to try to teach me to dance on some evenings, if she ever
felt that she missed it. I also promised her that, in a few decades, when time
and human minds had forgotten us, she could always dance again. Katia
and I were forever bonded and even when I gave her my blessing to leave and
live her own life, she refused under the explanation that someone had to take
care of me. We kept no secrets from each other, including those surrounding
Julia Knightley and myself, and were as siblings from then on. Though she calls
me uncle, I might call her my little sister before I call her my niece. ~>*<~ Charly stood before her car, staring
at it with wide-eyed mystification that might have been mistaken for horror.
She’d gotten up earlier than usual, taking more time in her morning routines by
fixing her hair and carefully applying a little more makeup than usual, before
she hurried down to where the beast was parked under the car port. Tucked under
one of the windshield wipers was a long-stemmed single bloom of a white lily, a
gold ribbon tied about its stem with a tiny, tightly folded piece of paper
attached to it. She dared not reach to touch it, mortified initially that the
beautiful creamy white flower had appeared so mysteriously on the hood of her
car at some point during the night. Her thoughts went briefly to Dr.
Randolf. To his unfathomable silver eyes and wistful smiles, and she shook her
head. It wasn’t possible. She was certain that a man like him had enough
self-respect not to pursue her further, especially after the way she had
stopped him cold at the first sign of anything even mildly romantic. Sam Elrod made a much more pleasing
villain and she plucked the lily from its resting place, opening the little
folded paper tied to the stem to peer at what it said. There was no name to
acknowledge the true culprit, only a simple scrawled message written in black
ink with an elaborate penmanship. She had a hard time imagining that Sam could
write that beautifully, but it was the message itself that made her fair brow
furrow. For
the fairest lily of the valley. There were only two people that
Charly could imagine would know that white lilies were her favorite flower, one
being her mother and the other being Kim. Neither would have left a message
like that and she frowned deeply, pulling the little card from the ribbon and
sticking it into the back pocket of her jeans before she carried the flower
back inside. Her mother and Sam were still
finishing breakfast and sitting at the kitchen table, something she’d declined
to share with them in the process of getting ready to go into town to talk to
Kim. They both looked up as she entered the kitchen, lily in tow, and stood
with a flustered hand planted upon her hip in the doorway. “What a pretty flower, Charly!” Her
mother smiled, eyes shining with suspicion. Sam’s expression was blank, at
first, and then confused as he stared at her bitter expression and the flower
she carried. Not the reaction Charly had hoped for and she frowned at him hard,
hoping that it might be a ruse. Perhaps he’d had a lady at the florist come up
with something to write in the card if her mother had told him what her
favorite flower was. “Did you put this on my car?” She
asked him, pointing at Sam with the bobbing bloom of the lily as if it were a
weapon. He was unmoved from his expressions
of confusion, shaking his head slightly. If that had been his only response,
she might have pursued him further on the subject, but her mother took up the
conversation quickly. “Someone left it on your car?” She
asked, appearing mystified and somewhat enthralled at the idea, “Oh my, how
romantic! Was there a note to say who it was from?” “No.” Charly answered, eyes still
locked upon her suspected transgressor as he looked at the flower, rather than
at her. “It must be from a secret admirer!”
Her mother clapped excitedly, “Oh Charly! And you have no idea who it could be
from? What about that Dr. Randolf? He seemed pretty smitten with you last
night!” “No.” She repeated, now with more
certainty as she observed the sudden flare of vibrant disgust on Sam’s face.
His visage changed from innocent surprise to vicious dislike, most likely
grounded in some sort of jealousy. So she could only resolve that he hadn’t put
it there after all. “I don’t know who put it there. I told Randolf not to have
any expectations when it came to me; he wouldn’t have done it.” She looked back
down to the lovely white blossom then, admiring it silently as it filled the
air about her with a soft, delicate perfume. Nothing like this grew in the
valley here and yet someone knew that it was her favorite and had brought it
here to sneak it onto the hood of her car. It made her smile slightly, in spite
of herself. Not even she could deny that it was a flattering and romantic gesture.
“Is there a vase I can put it in?” Sam didn’t say a word, blue eyes
turbulent and leering at the lily as if distracted by his own thoughts of
destroying it. He seemed so preoccupied with those thoughts that he never said
a word, his heated gaze following the flower as Mrs. Montgomery rummaged for an
old bud vase in the cabinet under the sink. Charly
handled it with greater care now, waiting until her mother had filled the old
glass vase with water to stand the bloom inside it. Her mother nodded with
approval, seeming caught in her own private revelry over it as the two women
stood there, admiring the delicate white flower. The entire town would know of
its mysterious arrival by noon, Charly was sure, but it didn’t really bother
her as much as it should have. In fact it made her cheeks pink a little and she
cleared her throat, stepping back nervously and hedging back towards the door. “I’m
going to meet Kim. I’ll be back later.” She said, unable to disguise her own
flustered embarrassment as she seized the doorknob. Sam’s
face was intensely unsettled, looking at her as if she were some kind of
inhuman creature. After so many summers of pursuing her, he had never seen her
swoon or blush over anything. All his efforts were in vain, year after year, but
she was suddenly thrown askew over a simple flower? If he had any desire to ask
her anything, she was gone by the time he realized it. Outside,
the bracing morning air was crisp and sent chills across her skin as it blew
softly through her curled gold hair. Charly had taken more initiative to dress
a little better today, wearing a nice pair of jeans and a dressy black sweater
that made her feel more confident. It hugged her slender frame in a pleasing
way, having elbow length sleeves of sheer black lace and a sweeping v-neck that
made her look a little more civilized. Normally, something so delicate and
revealing would have been starkly beyond her comfort zone but Kim had insisted
that she purchase it and Charly had ended up becoming rather attached to it. With
the windows rolled down in the cab of her car, she watched Westcliffe slide
past with eyes like wild mountain evergreens. The sky was clean and flawless,
blue as a robin’s egg, and the air tasted sweetly of spring. The air was still
cold, but the warmth of the sunshine brought the townsfolk out to stroll the
sidewalks. Children played in yards, laughing and drawing on the driveways with
chalk. Elderly couples watered their little gardens and the co-op was bustling
with farmers buying and selling loads of sweet horse hay. Westcliffe and all
its 400 citizens fit perfectly into the simple framework of country life. The
Perfect Touch Salon was situated just off Main Street and Charly recognized
Kim’s car was parked just outside. The French windows that lined the front of
the shop revealed the stylists working at their stations, chatting excitedly
with their customers. Parking next to Kim’s silver Honda Accord, Charly
approached the front of the salon and peered into one of the windows. Not
a moment after she had searched the interior of the shop and found Kim’s
station abandoned and her friend nowhere in sight, the front door opened and
Kim waved at her. Dressed in black pants and a black top, paired with a pale
pink apron that came to her knees, Kim still looked far more assembled and
feminine than Charly imagined herself capable of. “Charly!”
She called excitedly, “Come in, hurry! Gosh it’s so cold today, aren’t you
freezing? You look so pretty today, though. What’s the occasion?” Charly
found herself smiling, almost in a daze, as she turned to hurry inside the shop
before Kim shut the door. The ladies waiting in the line of chairs before the
front windows waved and offered conversational greetings as she followed Kim
through the salon to the back of the shop. Most of them were the elderly women
of the town, regulars of the Perfect Touch and all quite established within the
hierarchy of Westcliffe’s social circle, who knew Charly’s mother and
grandmother and loved to expound on how much she looked like both. Charly could
only be grateful that she had good reason to keep her own greetings to them
brief and tactful as she passed through. The
break room in the back of the salon was narrow, cramped, and crowded with a
table and chairs where the stylists could sit and eat. That is where Kim had
already seated herself, looking up expectantly as Charly entered softly and
shut the door behind her. “Come on, hurry!” She urged as she sat with
her legs crossed and her pink-painted fingernails tapping on the tabletop
excitedly “I haven’t been manageable at a single thing ever since you sent me
that message last night. What happened? Do tell me or I’ll be forced to remain
in this miserable state for the rest of the day.” “I
hardly know where to begin.” She felt as though she had uncorked the intense
pressure of anxiety that now flowed freely from her lips, “I went riding last
night, like you suggested. That is when I met Dr. Randolf Fuerst. Henry threw
me from the saddle and so Dr. Randolf escorted me back to my house. He told me
that he was out on a walk, but now I realize how odd it was for him to be so
far from Dervyshire on foot so late in the evening. I am only now realizing
anything abnormal about what happened; I haven’t spoken of it to anyone else
until now.” Kim
hung on every word, gasping at the idea that her dear friend had met the
mysterious Dr. Fuerst only the night before under such strange circumstances.
The idea that Charly had done anything even remotely romantic with a man was
alien enough to her ears to captivate all of her attention. “But that, I now see, isn’t the
strangest part.” Charly continued, her fair face showing the comings of
confused calculation, “He asked me so many questions without much in the way of
any introduction of himself and without having met me at all before then. He
asked about my life, things that no one should ever ask a perfect stranger. I
took no notice of it then because he made me so nervous. You were right, he is
very handsome.” “Goodness, Charly!” Kim reached
across the table to squeeze her hand, “Don’t reprimand yourself! I can
certainly understand why you wouldn’t have noticed anything strange then; how
could anyone think to put one foot in front of the other when looking him in
the eye?” Charly despaired a little, despite
her friend’s excited giggling, “I could hardly dare to do that, Kim. I did look
at him some, but having never met him and feeling as if he were passing a
magnifying glass over me was…overwhelming. I could do little more than answer
his questions.” “Well, no one can blame you for
that.” Kim assured her urgently, “But what did he ask?” “He asked if I was married and why I
hadn’t gone to college. I cannot remember what else, but I’m sure it was things
like that.” She recounted, taking comfort and confidence from Kim’s reassuring
words, “I tried to ask him questions as well, but it was all such a blur and I
cannot recall a single one that I asked him.” Kim was obviously a little
disappointed at that, “Well, can you remember anything else that he asked you?” “One thing, in particular.” Charly’s
tone softened, “After he had imposed himself to come inside and spoken with my
mother until she’d embarrassed me thoroughly, he asked me if he could have my
phone number. I was so shocked, I could hardly think to answer him at first but
he did allow me a moment to check myself before I did. So I told him no.” “You did what?!” Kim was speechless,
unable to close her mouth as she gaped in slack-jawed horror at Charly’s reply.
“Why in the world would you do that? A perfect, handsome, conveniently placed,
wealthy man asks you for your phone number and you tell him no? Are you just
determined to snub any chance at love?” She couldn’t resist a small
apologetic smile, “I’m not so confident as you, Kim. I could never be myself in
a relationship like that. Not with so many eyes and ambiguous expectations upon
me. The caliber of woman Dr. Randolf is looking for will never be named
Charlotte Montgomery. Still, it was very flattering. I was very kind to him and
I apologized for having to refuse. He seemed…content with the idea of being
friends and nothing more.” Kim was utterly speechless as she
stared at Charly as if she had done something truly terrible. “I don’t
understand you, Charly. Not in this regard, anyway. You’ve refused Sam Elrod
for years on the grounds of wanting something more. But when the epitome of more knocks on your door, you run like
rabid dogs are at your heels. I have a hard time believing that you didn’t want
to say yes to him. I simply cannot comprehend that you turned him down for any
other reason than because you were scared to put yourself into a situation
where you would be emotionally vulnerable to someone else.” Charly tried not to look offended,
though she certainly felt it as Kim seemed to back her into a metaphorical
corner between the truth and discomfort. “I
don’t even know him, Kim. How could I be so reckless as to hope that I might
somehow be able to captivate a man like that? I would only be biding my time
until his eyes turned to another, more worthy woman with beauty and wealth I
couldn’t never hope to counter.” Kim pursed her lips and narrowed her eyes,
“How can anyone know anything about the future? Life is lived when you take
chances and move forward, even knowing you might get hurt or fail in the
process. It’s the same reason you’ve never gone anywhere, Charly, but you can’t
be afraid forever. If you don’t take a few risks, then life is going to keep passing
you by until there’s nothing left but that sad old farm, a husband you don’t
really know or care about, and miserable dusty dreams of seeing a world you
know nothing about. Is that what you want, Charly?” There was nothing she might have
said that could have answered such a prospect, but there was no refuting what
Kim had said. Out of the entire town’s population, only one person knew her
well enough to make such serious assertions about her and Kim was that person.
But hearing it so effectively phrased left Charly feeling numb and smothered,
shifting in her chair and staring dejectedly down at the tabletop. “What am I
to do, then?” With a heavy sigh, Kim sat back in
her chair and appeared to be deep in thought. “Well, we cannot assume that he
will ask you for your number again or make any other sort of attempt to get
your attention. But that isn’t what this is about, Charly. I only want you to
be happy and it’s exhausting to watch you be miserable. If you like Dr. Fuerst
then I’ll try to help you win him back over. But think about it for a little
while, okay? Get to know him better, if you can, and see if it is even worth
the risk you might be willing to take. Then we can decide what to do.” She
offered a tentative smile, canting her head to the side in a playful manner.
“You know, the Calloway’s are having their luau in 2 weeks. We’ll have to go
look for some dresses before they are all picked over.” Charly made a weak attempt at a
returning smile, “Yeah, we will. Maybe I can go with whoever left the lily on
the hood of my car this morning, providing that it isn’t some sort of serial
killer or stalker.” Kim looked puzzled, “A lily?” “Someone left a white lily on the
hood of my car this morning with a note. It didn’t say whom it was from but it
must have been from a secret admirer. I asked Sam if it was his doing, but he
didn’t know anything about it. He even looked really upset when my mom
suggested that it might be from another secret admirer, so it couldn’t possibly
be from him.” Charly reached into her pocket, tugging out the little folded
square of paper and sliding it across the table towards Kim. She took it readily, unfolding it
and skimming the meager note with raised brows. “Wow. Isn’t a lily your
favorite flower?” Charly nodded slowly and Kim’s eyes
widened a bit. “Whoever it was really did his
homework, then.” Kim pronounced, “Or made a really good guess. But that seems a
little specific for just random luck. So who do you think it could be? Maybe
someone from school?” “Any guess that you might have would
be as good as anything I’ve got.” Charly replied and took the note back from
her, replacing it into her back pocket as she stood. “But if he went to that
much trouble, maybe he will come out of hiding soon.” “I agree, I don’t think Sam is
capable of something this romantic.” Kim stood as well, following Charly back
out into the salon as they walked towards the front door together. “Call me if
anything else happens, okay? In the meantime, I’ll see what I can find out.
Whoever it was must have been out pretty late and no one here can get away with
being out after 1 AM without someone noticing. Surely someone will have seen
something.” Charly couldn’t refute that and
hugged Kim goodbye, promising to call if anything new should happen or if she
needed to talk about it any further. If Charly could have persuaded her friend
to forfeit the rest of her workday to consoling and cheering her up, she
certainly would have. But Kim was dedicated to her job and Charly wasn’t
willing to ask her to surrender a day of work just on her account. Returning home was no better an
option, however, and so she resolved to walk Main Street once or twice, making
herself as visibly distracted and unapproachable as she could so that she could
better sort things out in her own mind without having to entertain anyone else.
So she walked carefully and slowly, her hands in her back pockets and her eyes
a bit glazed as she stared at the passing reflections in the windows of the
storefronts. Main
Street was bustling with more activity than usual and it drew her towards the
Co-Op where farmers parked their pickups of varying size, color, and age in
scattered formations in the gravel parking lot. Her fathers and Sam's were not
among the gathering and so she felt rather secure to approach the small crowd
of townsfolk, namely men, dressed in overalls, flannel, and dirt-caked work
boots. The group of ten or so was gathered about the bed of a faded blue
pickup, looking down into it with their hats over their mouths and noses and
their eyes narrowed and skeptical. Tim Floyd, a local boy who was only
a year or two older than Charly, took notice to her approach and stepped
forward to intercept her before she could peer into the bed of the truck too.
He was a potbellied young man with a round, sun-aged face and deep set eyes,
but he had a friendly smile and a farmer’s warm gruffness to him. “You best keep on, Miss Charly.” He
said, intending to dissuade her. “Your daddy wouldn’t want you poking around
this.” She looked up at him, smiling and
perfectly aware of her father’s stringent rules in regards to her relation to
farming. “What’s everyone looking at, Tim?” He slid his ball cap of his head,
combing the thin, balding strands of black hair that were still enduring on his
head. “Two heifers have gotten killed this week, one was Joe Bragg’s a few days
ago and now Jim Petry’s lost one too. Whatever got to them mangled them up
pretty good, not much left but bones and hair. We’re thinking a mountain lion,
but maybe wolves too. You best keep yourself home after dark, Miss Charly, we
don’t want nobody getting hurt.” “A mountain lion?” A startling pang
of cold realization struck her as she remembered vividly Henry’s reaction that
had caused him to throw her only the night before. He had smelled something
that had frightened the stagnant old horse into an unexplained panic. Perhaps
it was that same creature that had killed the cows. “Yep, as best as we can tell. There
weren’t any tracks and no one heard a thing, but a few of the guys are thinking
about going on a hunt or setting some traps up. So pass it on to your friends
to keep clear of the fields at night.” Tim turned back towards the crowd and
the blue pickup that held what must have been the remains of the last cow that
was killed. She
was glad to have not seen it, but curious at what kind of damage had been done.
It was a morbid sense of wonder that she denied of herself and returned back to
the sidewalks of Main Street with no further attempts to see what gruesome
sight awaited in the bed of the pickup. The
presence of mountain lions in the valley really wasn’t so strange, but they
rarely came so close to the farms. They were timid of the noises and lights of
the town which were usually enough to deter them from hunting the livestock,
but there had been a few occasions in the past where mountain lions had dared
to snatch a few calves and young heifers as quick and easy prey. That is why
she did not worry for Henry; no mountain lion would be foolish enough to
believe he could manage a horse that size all on his own. On
her own account, however, she could only shutter and be thankful that Randolf
had appeared to escorted her back home before she had become the first human
victim of a mountain lion attack in Westcliffe for at least 50 years. In spite of how awkward it had been, she was
grateful to have had company on that long trek. Her
thoughts drifted carefully then to Randolf and what had been said in their
brief exchange. He had been oddly curious and forward with his questioning, but
she really had no stone to throw when it came to being odd. His questions,
while slightly invasive, were not unwarranted and not insulting to her. The
conversation with him had come together rather naturally and she found herself
able to smile about it, glad to have taken the chance to ask him a few of her
own nagging wonderings while she had his attention captive. It was unlikely,
she believed, that the opportunity would ever arise again and if it did he
would not be so ready and willing to indulge her wonderings as he had before.
But to his credit, he had handled her rejection very well and didn’t seem
disgusted by the idea of remaining friends with her, on some level. What that
level would be had yet to be discovered and she reeled at the prospect of
awkward conversations that could ensue. But she also shuddered at the prospect
of watching him pursue another woman in Westcliffe now, knowing that her own
chance had been missed and his initial attentions had been immediately rebuked
entirely out of instinct and childish insecurity. She
could not remember a time when she had ever truly regretted something she had
done or said to someone, but she did feel a sinking throb of regret at having
refused his gentle attention to her without so much as a meditative thought.
She did like him, even for as little contact with him she had experienced, and
she felt grossly miserable for losing her chance at learning more about him.
Kim’s fiery assertions about her being afraid to take any sort of risk that
might result in her being emotionally wounded were entirely correct; hers was a
whole and untouched heart that she honestly had no idea what to do with. Charly
pondered all these things, walking idly back down Main Street and making
leisurely headway towards her car. The reflections of the jagged, brilliant
snow-capped mountains danced across the windowpanes of the shops and her own
image wavered on the warped, aged glass. A
small jewelry shop offered a view into their showcases through the front
window, causing her to pause and cant her head at the glittering gold chains
and crystals all laid out carefully on cream colored velvet. A dark oval cut
sapphire set into a pendant of white gold caught her eye and Charly stopped,
staring at it through the window and admiring it with quiet eyes. She was fond
of the pretty blue stones and had never owned something so delicate and fine as
that, but she was content enough to stare at it wishfully. Movement
beside her caught her attention as a dark shape standing next to her own
reflection in the store’s window made her glance up. There, beside her own
figure, was the reflection of Dr. Randolf with his broad shoulders slouched
under a dark blazer and his hands deep in the pockets of a pair of grayish blue
jeans. He wasn’t looking at her and he didn’t speak a word, but rather stared
as she did at the pendant with his handsome brow furrowed and his silver eyes
thoughtful. Now
aware of his presence, Charly could feel him there and it made her heartbeat
stir and her jaw tense a bit as she waited for him to speak or explain himself.
He had an odd way of appearing without introduction or greeting, but the
feeling of his presence was warm and pleasing enough to satisfy her. “You
didn’t strike me as a diamonds and gold sort of woman.” He said at last,
turning towards her slightly. She
took that as the only greeting she might get and so turned to answer him,
attempting a smile that wasn’t unnerved, “I’m not, usually. But I’m also not
without feminine taste and tendencies.” Charly
found she was able to smile more freely than she had anticipated as he looked
down at her, dressed oddly casually for what seemed like a very businesslike
and professional style he had about him. His
expression was mild and his tone was friendly and inviting; she could find not
a single trace of resentment or a wounded ego. “So you do make exceptions,
then, if you should find something that suits you?” “Yes,”
She felt herself blush slightly, “but others would say that I’m very hard to
convince. I would agree with them and say that even I have a hard time
convincing myself of anything. By the time I might succeed, it is often too
late.” Randolf
made a low, grunting sort of noise that sounded as if he were either in
agreement or thinking it over for himself. “Maybe that’s for the best, Miss
Charlotte, jewelry is expensive and it is a big investment to choose something
from the impulse of the moment.” “Or
the impulse of desire.” She added, able to grin a bit coyly, “It’s nice to see
you again, Randolf. What brings you to town today?” He
shifted, shrugging his broad shoulders and looking down to her with a mild,
unguarded smile, “I came with the intention of inquiring after a gardener at
the local florist. I need someone to help mend the gardens, but the note on the
florist’s shop implied that she was out to lunch so I had resigned myself to
sightseeing until she returned.” “Mrs.
Davis takes her lunches early,” Charly nodded in acknowledgement. “She likes to
meet some of her friends from her weekly bridge game over at the Silver Stone
Café, so she might be a while.” Randolf
didn’t appear dissatisfied but rather looked down at her squarely and asked,
“Would you care to have lunch with me, then? It’s early, I know, but if you
haven’t eaten yet then maybe you won’t mind entertaining me until she returns?” Charly’s
face flushed and she was speechless at his offer. It was almost as if she’d
never refused him at all the night before and for a moment she was completely
at a loss as to why he’d even want to bother with her again. She could do
little more than blink and stumble over her words. A
surge of nauseating hope was accompanied with a harrowing pang of regret and
anguish as he suddenly amended his offer. “Of course, I mean this invitation
only as a friend,” He added quickly upon judging her reaction, “you do have
lunch with friends, don’t you?” She
could only close her mouth, smile weakly, and nod. “Good.
Where should we go?” He asked, offering his arm to escort her down the
sidewalk. It was a very elegant and gentlemanly gesture, not something she was
used to at all. Young men just didn’t do things like that any more. Initially
she was reluctant and perplexed but conceded at last to take his arm in her
small, fair hand and walk beside him. “There’s
a diner just down from the supermarket,” She spoke in a soft, breathless tone,
“I…I like their grilled cheese. It’s not far to walk there.” Randolf
seemed satisfied with that suggestion and nodded, saying nothing more during
the duration of their walk down through Main Street towards the supermarket.
The silence felt as awkward and tense as she had feared and Charly could think
of no good reason to breach it. But in the silence, she looked across the
streets and met the gazes of wide-eyed curious bystanders there as well as in the
driver’s seat of passing cars. People were beginning to take notice to Dr.
Randolf’s presence…as well as what appeared to be his acute interest in Miss
Charly Montgomery. Again,
Charly blushed deeply and looked down, hoping that she might veil her face from
the onlookers. It was vain, though, and she knew it to be so. There were only
two strangers in Westcliffe, Randolf and his niece, and Charly knew she could
not afford any measure of mystery or hope to have her own identity mistaken.
Even if her mother had been somehow delayed or swayed from her usual gossip
ritual about Randolf having come to their house already, now the rest of
Westcliffe’s population would be developing their own suspicions. Frieda’s
diner was a cheerful, albeit cheesy, salute to the 50’s that certainly hadn’t
been built with those intentions originally. The décor had been stylish when it
was first built, but time had passed since then and made it unintentionally
vintage. The seats were a brilliant shade of metallic red and the floors were
black and white tiles set in a checkered pattern. This paired with various
accents of chrome metal and jovial tunes that came from a jukebox in the corner
kept the essence of the 50’s alive and well and Charly found she rather liked
it. Randolf
selected a booth decidedly near a window and waited until Charly had settled
herself in the seat across from him to finally sit down as well. His demeanor
appeared calm and placid, pleasant and mild as he placed his elbows on the
table and folded his hands with his large fingers knitted together and resting
on the tabletop. “Do
you like it in Westcliffe so far?” Charly asked desperately, grasping at
anything that might crack the silence in the air. Randolf
smiled slightly, gazing at her with an entrancing visage of darkly handsome
beauty. She found it utterly unnerving and intimidating and was hardly able to
keep herself still in her seat or to meet his intensely brilliant silver eyes. “It
has a certain sweetness to it.” He answered, “I do like it.” “And
your niece, does she like it as well?” Again
he offered a small crack of a smile, “She does, though she’s anxious to meet
others her own age and spend time away from Dervyshire Park.” “She
ought to come to the Calloway’s luau,” Charly offered tentatively, “You too, of
course. It’s something of a town tradition. The Calloway’s open up their large
hay barn every spring, clean it out and hold a big party all night. Everyone in
the town is invited, of course, and most everybody wears Hawaiian shirts and
dresses. They serve drinks in cocoanut shells and there’s always a local string
band that comes to play for everyone to dance.” Randolf
arched one of his dark brows and seemed a little perplexed, “A luau in
Colorado?” He laughed a little and looked very amused, “I believe she would
like that. I will let her know. When is it?” “I’m
not sure.” Charly admitted, “In two weeks but I haven’t heard which day yet.
I’m sure the Calloway’s will extend a personal invitation to you, though, to
satisfy common curiosity about your identity.” He
had to agree with that. The other patrons of Frieda’s diner where they sat
turned curious probing eyes to the pair, failing in their attempts to remain
conspicuous. Their waitress was little better in veiling her stunned admiration
of the disturbingly handsome man that Charly sat with and stammered through
taking their order before she hastened away. The
attention didn’t seem to affect Randolf in any way, as if he functioned
entirely on a different plane of thought and interest than everyone else. To
believe that he had invited her to join him there, in his private air of
existence, was nearly unfathomable for her. “What
brings you to town today?” He asked, jarring her from her private calculations.
“A
friend.” She answered simply, “Kimberly James is a very dear companion of mine.
She works at a salon here in town. I believe you are acquainted with her
father; isn’t he doing some of the carpentry work on your house?” He
nodded in acknowledgment, “Yes, I think I might have seen her on the day I went
into his shop.” Charly
couldn’t resist a sudden wry grin as she found herself able to look at him
freely from across the table. “I’m quite sure you did,” She observed, “You tend
to leave an impression. One that she conveyed to me very effectively.” His
expressions flowed over his flawless dark skin, elegant and somewhat guarded
but pleasing nonetheless. “A good impression, I hope.” He retorted, “People
tend to exaggerate, however, so I can only imagine what was said.” “Oh
she was very insistent, though not entirely accurate in her appraisal of you,
Randolf.” She let her tone allude to the suggestive topic of Kim’s description
of him, but treated it as casually as if she intended to divulge no more of
what had been said. He
was immediately vexed and seemed somewhat worried, scratching at the back of
his neck in bashful hesitance, “What accuracies did she fail in, if I can ask
that?” Charly
smiled assuredly and crossed her arms on the table, pausing in her answer while
the waitress returned and set their drinks before them, leaving them with
promises that their food would be out soon. In that brief span, Randolf began
to look a little anxious and Charly could only applaud herself at such
craftiness. “She
did not mention how inexplicably interested you are in the most uninteresting
people in this town.” Charly jested with him lightly, “Or that you were so
easily befriended.” “Not
so easily.” He corrected her quickly, “But I have a very good inclination about
you, Miss Charlotte, and I don’t believe I am wrong to seek a friendly relation
with you. But I have no way to defend myself against your first assertion about
me, other than to point out that the decision about whether or not you are
interesting is not something you are able to decide for yourself. If I should
find you interesting, it is my own opinion free from anything you might
consider about yourself.” Charly
couldn’t be very proud of that and she blushed vibrantly as she reached to
swirl her straw in her glass of lemonade. “I cannot begin to profess to know
what you think about me, Randolf.” She said quietly, looking pointedly away and
down at the tabletop, “Though I feel I’m not owed much of a good opinion based
on my previous behavior. I can only resign myself to hope that further
conversations with me might absolve me of any appearance of arrogance or
ignorance.” She
could sense his smile as though it exuded some sort of unfelt warmth. He took
his own glass of water in hand to sip at it and listen with a very bemused
quirk to his brow. Now it was his turn to applaud himself and she felt the
sting of it until he finally spoke again. “I
have no ill opinion of you, Miss Charlotte, so don’t concern yourself with
that. What I have gained is a very great respect for you and will admit that I
am surprised at having met a young woman able to render me speechless. That is
an effect that I’m not accustomed to and can hardly forget.” Charly
was able to smile softly again with a bit of renewed hope, “I’ll be satisfied
with that, then.” Their
meal was delivered and they ate, bantering at light conversation and making
small jabs as if testing each other's humor and opinion. Charly was able to
feel at peace, the more they talked, and found herself laughing at his favorite
hilarious tales from working in the ER. The warmth in his smile was contagious
to her and infected her with growing severity. He asked about her mother and
father, seeming to enjoy her recounting of some of the adventures she had
shared with Kim when they were younger. The more they talked the easier it
came, and she felt as though she had had these kinds of conversations with him
over and over again all her life and had only forgotten them. But the feeling
was comfortably familiar and Charly fell quite into certainty that she liked
Randolf very much. Hope persuaded her to the suspicion that he might still have
romantic nuances in his lengthy stares and subtle gestures. But hope was a
tormenting, confusing thing and her sense of reason was conflicted and served
as a bitter reminder; this was a friendly lunch, nothing more. “Could
I put you to the trouble of driving me as far as your house?” Randolf asked,
finished with his meal of nothing but a steak cooked extra rare. “I can manage
the rest of the way.” “You
didn’t drive here?” Charly was baffled; it must have been an incredible hike to
walk all the way into town from Dervyshire Park. He
shrugged his broad shoulders, making a noted gesture to intercept the bill and
pay for it before she could remark or object, “I’m fond of walking and wanted
to see some of the town and countryside.” “That’s
quite a walk. But yes, of course you can ride with me. Are you sure you don’t
want me to drive you all the way back to Dervyshire?” She offered. “Oh
no, that won’t be necessary. The way isn’t so far and the weather here is must
more pleasing than New York. The air doesn’t smell nearly as foul.” He grinned,
standing at last to wait while she gathered herself up as well. She
followed him back out onto the sidewalk, sidestepping quickly as he held the
door open for her, “I didn’t take you for an outdoorsman.” Randolf
seemed to find that very privately hilarious and chuckled animatedly, “I enjoy
the smell of rubbing alcohol and antibacterial spray as much as the next
physician, but I prefer to be outside as much as I can.” While
she didn’t fully understand the humor in what she’d asked, Charly still felt a
little embarrassed for her assumption, “I like to walk too.” “You
should come visit Dervyshire, then, at your next convenience. The gardens are a
little overgrown but there are a variety of walking trails through them, some
I’ve yet to explore myself. I’d enjoy your company, if you’d indulge me in a
few walks, and I’m certain Katia would be ecstatic to meet someone new.” Charly
felt a little off balance and sucked in a sharp breath. Her initial response
commanded her to politely refuse, actively avoiding the sense of inadequacy she
was sure to feel by visiting a place like Dervyshire. But Kim’s words still
echoed in her ears and so she took a steadying breath and nodded, “Of course.”
Her tone rang with uncertainty that was furthered as he reached to gently guide
her arm through his again. She could scarcely hear her own thoughts through the
frantic pattering of her heart. “Could I bring a friend with me? I don’t mean to
impose, but Kimberly James would like to see the house, I’m sure, and would be
very obliged to meet you and your niece formally.” He
was smiling with obvious satisfaction as he walked with her, escorting her with
her hand against his arm. She could feel the press of a strong, pronounced
bicep beneath the fabric of his blazer and it made her face flush with
bashfulness. “Yes, if that’s what you want. She is welcome, as you are, to call
upon us whenever you like.” Charly
could hardly think past the moment and their physical contact well enough to
offer much else in the way of conversation as they proceeded to her car. She
took the driver’s seat; her fair cheeks were still rosy with emotion as he held
the car door open for her and shut it behind her. He sat in the passenger’s
side and seemed relaxed, calm, and perfectly pleased with the break from
conversation as they rode in silence. Not
a word passed between them until they pulled into the gravel driveway in front
of her house and Charly saw Henry’s enormous bulk grazing in one of the small
corrals near the house. She was relieved to see the great stupid beast had been
found, but her emotion was suddenly thwarted by Sam’s appearance in the barn
doorway. “Oh
no.” Charly couldn’t keep herself from voicing her dread as she parked her car
under the carport and watched Sam approach, taking his work gloves off and
cramming them into the pockets of his stained work overalls. Oddly,
Randolf’s face expressed a more severe expression of blatant resentment and
utter shock than Charly would have thought reasonable. He appeared to be
entirely stunned and disgusted as he sat disturbingly still in the seat next to
her. “A
friend of yours?” He asked sharply. Charly
was quick to correct him, her tone nearly as hostile though it savored more of
desperation, “Absolutely not. He comes every summer to help my father around
the farm.” Randolf’s
only reply was a grunt and he got out of the car without another comment,
walking around to open the door for her to get out as well. All the while, he
managed to keep a well-trained silver eye on Sam’s approach and turned to face
him when he finally stopped short of the car. There
was no masking a similar look of surprise and immediate dislike on Sam’s face,
though it didn’t seem as though he had any idea who Randolf was other than an
imposter that could have been better looking. Charly was exceedingly unhappy
with the situation and refused to look either man in the eye as they sized each
other up silently. The air was alive with the electricity of their hostility
and it made her hair stand on end. Sam was the first to offer his hand,
albeit with no measure of friendliness in the gesture, and introduced himself,
“Sam Elrod.” “Dr. Randolf Fuerst.” Came the dry,
reluctant reply before he turned to Charly, something resigned and deeply
changed in his withdrawn expression of cold indifference, “I look forward to
seeing you again. Please, enjoy the day.” Randolf was gone, walking away
across the fields with his hands deep in his pockets, before Charly could mouth
a response. But at his sudden departure she felt the tension ease slightly and
slid a bitter glare at Sam out of the corner of her wide green eyes. Sam had nothing more to say either,
or else he couldn’t voice properly what he felt, for he simply stood and
watched with a stony expression as though he were still resolving what had
taken place in his own thoughts. Charly
gave him no more chance than that to speak and left him there in by the carport
to seek the private refuge of her room. © 2010 NicoleAuthor's Note
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