Wasted

I wanted you to love me
I wanted to love you back
You liked me for how i looked
I loved you for what you had

Sense of humor
Style
Captivating eyes for days
You always could suck me in
But you never could stay

Spent years replacing you
No one could fit the mold
Why did I have to suffer ?
I wasn't worthy enough for you to hold on

I thought of you constantly
Even spent nights wide awake missing you
Waited for you to choose me
But you never did make that move

So why didn't i let go ?
Why did I hang on to such hope?
You were good enough for me to wait
I wasn't worthy enough for you to hold on

I wonder if I'll ever come to terms with the truth

Because I'm wasting hope

And wishes on you.