Random thoughts

I just write what I have on my mind

I find it funny how people can fall in love so fast, but guess what I'm one of those people. Like everyone else in the world, I also have a story, I also have a life. Yea I'm weird, I know. I never been a great writer/ story teller, but this is the way I am able to say what I think and feel. Well here I go... 

I sometimes sit outside the stairs in the middle of the night, I look at the sky and I see the stars above me. I sit there listening to the beautiful song of silence and think about life. Right now I'm just thinking about love, thinking so many things love can represent or what it means (what's the purpose). it's crazy how a word can mean so much or how powerful it can be. Like I said I fell in love so fast. My love story hasn't been how I wanted it to be or how I wished for it to be. But that's not what I want to talk right now, let's just say love hasn't worked out so well for me. This year I fell in love for a guy who wasn't worth it, he hurt me so much that it got to a point where I gave up on love. I was gettin also to the point where I wanted to give up on life. I continued to live in this world, everyday was the same nothing changed, nothing new, the same cycle repeating over and over. Then one day just like an other day, something changed when I met him. I still remember like if it was yesterday, Since the moment I walked in that room who knew that day everything was going to change. He saw me, then I saw him. The first thing on my mind was "Damn he's cute, who is he? I haven't seen him around here before". He smiled and gave me a handshake, that moment I felt like if everything around me disappeared or like if everything stopped and it was only him and me. He shaked my hand and said " Hi my name is ...." , then I was like "Oh hi my name is..." those were the first words we first ever said to each other. Since that moment I already felt a connection, like if I already knew I was going to get along with him. And Just like that I fell in love with him