I'm Leaving To Be With Him

A sistina I wrote for creative writing class that applies to me very much

To move to Engald, I would love

I wouldn't mind to leave for another country

As long as I'm always with him

Because my once icy heart, is now flourished with emotions

Unlike most people, he actually cares

Though, I could never ask you to try and understand

 

You dare ask "Why am I doing this, you just can't understand"

It's because I want to forever be with the man that I love

Why does it matter, it's not like you care

But to leave the country?

You think is extreme, geeze you need to control your emotions

Quit crying mom, don't make me choose, because it'll be him

 

I'll still come to visit when living with him

No I don't want to talk, there's nothing more to understand

Quit telling me that I should ignore my emotions

There is no one else I could possibly love

No I cannot find someone to love in my own country!

Stop thinking about yourself, for my heart do you even care?

 

Why is it all of a sudden you are caring?

No matter what you say, I'm going with him

I don't mind leaving this unjust country

Oh yes, I am the daughter that is impossible to understand

A foolish and selfish person because I am leaving my country for the one I love

I'm the one you say that can't control my emotions

 

Maybe so, but maybe life should be controlled by emotions

Because it's emotions that teaches us how to care

And I'm happy to say that I'm immersed in this love

And maybe I like feeling a whirlwind of emotions click when around him

The only reason you don't understand,

Is because you're so concerned about me leaving the country

 

So what if I'm giving up living in my own country?

I'll never regret "foolishly guiding my life by my emotions"

Because you just have to understand

I would do anything, because for him I care

I don't care where I am, as long as I'm with him

Because I know these crimson flames burning brightly in my heart, were lit by this love

 

I'm doing this to be with him, I will live my life listening to my emotions

This long awaited love will be handeled with delicate care

I will understand your anger, but my love awaits for my company in his country