I (love/hate/miss/resent) YouA Poem by Morgan|Intelligent|witty|geminiWhen you said we were done I initially was angry because I wanted to hate you so badly but I only loved you. A few days later, I realize that, though I do love you more than anything, A part of me also resents you. And maybe my anger was not, In fact, because I couldn't hate you, but because I knew a part of me does and all I want to do is love you. The last time you asked if I hated you for ending it; I couldn't, because I understood. But this time, you didn't ask you didn't care and I'm not sorry that I wasn't good enough, because you're the one who couldn't handle the distance. let your cravings and desires override a love to where you couldn't even feel it anymore I wish I could understand, but I cant. And I resent you for hurting me this way. At least before I knew you still loved me, now I couldn't even tell you liked me. Enjoy your freedom and experience while I'm trapped as a prisoner to my own mind. The dreams of you continue and waking up hurts more than I can explain. But I love you. And, unfortunately, that will never change.
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Added on September 13, 2019 Last Updated on June 15, 2023 Tags: Mental Health, BPD, poem, poems, monolouges, monolouge, inner monolouge, mental illness, feelings, emotions, life, free verse poem, sad, sadness, empty, emptiness AuthorMorgan|Intelligent|witty|geminiMEAboutMy names Morgan, I'm 26 years old. I have a pretty cool cat and a witty personality. I tend to have a lot of emotions and feelings that I don't always understand or that I understand all to well, eith.. more..Writing
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