Jealousy Is InsecurityA Poem by Morgan|Intelligent|witty|geminiHeavy, my chest feels but not my heart It's light as lettuce so light in fact that it races through these minutes like the wind makes it beat I feel weighed down and weightless this anxiety is engulfing but its based in insecurity so in reality I've got more control than I feel I do you were with them late and I am fully aware that my mind is regularly the dramatic type that likes to believe you two are making up and hugging it out which would be great actually if my brain didn't tell me you were also falling in love It's so silly to say aloud and if I would trust in your love and your word and believe in my own worth then my screenplay writing mind wouldn't feel so suffocating and my chest and my heart could fall back into automatic existence and maybe I could sleep.
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Added on September 13, 2019 Last Updated on June 15, 2023 Tags: Mental Health, BPD, poem, poems, monolouges, monolouge, inner monolouge, mental illness, feelings, emotions, life, free verse poem, sad, sadness, empty, emptiness AuthorMorgan|Intelligent|witty|geminiMEAboutMy names Morgan, I'm 26 years old. I have a pretty cool cat and a witty personality. I tend to have a lot of emotions and feelings that I don't always understand or that I understand all to well, eith.. more..Writing
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