Advice.

Burn all of your bridges

just so that you can build them again

with thicker ropes.

Hurt all the people you love

and then commit every felony to win them

back.

Drown yourself in bleach until not

even heavens light can compare to how bright

you can burn.

Turn yourself inside out

and paint your organs the color of what

you see in your dreams.

This is the art of living with a ticking heart- a grenade

you throw through windows to make

a point that language 

has no room for.

This is how I destroyed you.

And this is how I kept you alive.

Dig yourself a ditch, six feet deep, and bury everything

that you've ever said, everything that you never

meant, and everything that has burned you

and left you with nothing but ash.