Dear Life

Dear Life

A Poem by Morgan|Intelligent|witty|gemini
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Just a free verse poem.

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It's sad for me to admit, but I've been
lost for so long
I don't know who I am
I'm afraid of becoming a toxic person to
the people I love and care about
I just get so stressed, so depressed, I want to shout
God, where are you?
Why am I here? Can't I just leave?

I pick at my looks, escape my life through books
fell for someone I will never have
I'm not sure where my life is going and
if I'm strong enough to stay on the ride
I feel so detached from myself,
as if I were a ghost already
 where I believe that I'm invisible to the world
and just some shattered girl silently
screaming inside and pleading for help

I pick up this pen to write out my frustrations, my fears, my desires
I give myself my own consolations
devastation- yes
That's the word I've been using all this time, to describe 
the hole I've been trapped inside of
And now as I look at things through a magnifying glass,
I can see clearly that some of the people
I put on a pedestal and gave up my throne for
were only there when it was convenient for them
were only there to boost up their ego's and say

"hey I'm here and I know you need me"

But do I really?
It's always been so one-sided 
so, give, give, give
And at the end of the day I'm left feeling
empty and Incomplete
God, I don't know why things are the way they are
I'm not sure why life is so difficult
and good things come to an end
There's so many questions, but no answers 
All I can do is hope, and hope
for things to unfold and to break out of this mold

So dear God
Or those of you who don't believe in God then
Dear Life,
give me the strength to pull through,
to pick up my bruised body and move forward
with my head held up high
please..
help me keep it held up high

© 2023 Morgan|Intelligent|witty|gemini


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Added on September 13, 2019
Last Updated on June 15, 2023
Tags: Mental Health, BPD, poem, poems, monolouges, monolouge, inner monolouge, mental illness, feelings, emotions, life, free verse poem

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Morgan|Intelligent|witty|gemini
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My names Morgan, I'm 26 years old. I have a pretty cool cat and a witty personality. I tend to have a lot of emotions and feelings that I don't always understand or that I understand all to well, eith.. more..

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