Dear LifeA Poem by Morgan|Intelligent|witty|geminiJust a free verse poem.It's sad for me to admit, but I've been lost for so long I don't know who I am I'm afraid of becoming a toxic person to the people I love and care about I just get so stressed, so depressed, I want to shout God, where are you? Why am I here? Can't I just leave? I pick at my looks, escape my life through books fell for someone I will never have I'm not sure where my life is going and if I'm strong enough to stay on the ride I feel so detached from myself, as if I were a ghost already where I believe that I'm invisible to the world and just some shattered girl silently screaming inside and pleading for help I pick up this pen to write out my frustrations, my fears, my desires I give myself my own consolations devastation- yes That's the word I've been using all this time, to describe the hole I've been trapped inside of And now as I look at things through a magnifying glass, I can see clearly that some of the people I put on a pedestal and gave up my throne for were only there when it was convenient for them were only there to boost up their ego's and say "hey I'm here and I know you need me" But do I really? It's always been so one-sided so, give, give, give And at the end of the day I'm left feeling empty and Incomplete God, I don't know why things are the way they are I'm not sure why life is so difficult and good things come to an end There's so many questions, but no answers All I can do is hope, and hope for things to unfold and to break out of this mold So dear God Or those of you who don't believe in God then Dear Life, give me the strength to pull through, to pick up my bruised body and move forward with my head held up high please.. help me keep it held up high
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Added on September 13, 2019 Last Updated on June 15, 2023 Tags: Mental Health, BPD, poem, poems, monolouges, monolouge, inner monolouge, mental illness, feelings, emotions, life, free verse poem AuthorMorgan|Intelligent|witty|geminiMEAboutMy names Morgan, I'm 26 years old. I have a pretty cool cat and a witty personality. I tend to have a lot of emotions and feelings that I don't always understand or that I understand all to well, eith.. more..Writing
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