my current situation

my personal life

Life is a little crazy right now

I lost my job! I'm way in too deep in my thoughts - in debt .

life was going great , wasn't lacking any thing.

now my truck barely has gas to get me to class , my refrigerator barely has to feed a mouth of one much-less three.

These professors don't care if you have struggles , you either make it or you don't

I'm pursing life to get to where I want to be ,and I was almost there . getting ready to enlist for 6 years , four weeks away from graduating . now I'm back at square one , and people say "you're not the only one" but I see no one on a similar dilemma . I know this shall only build me up into a strong , courageous women but I feel as if the weight is to heavy to carry on this frail shoulders of mine .

they say to bring the dream alive , you have to put in work .

ive been putting in all the work I can with 2 hours of sleep , no break to catch my breath .

all I ever really wanted to do was re pay my father for all the times - for all my life .

to serve this country

to be a wife - a mother

and be the best I can be out on the front line .

Author's Note

***just thoughts I have scattered in my mind - in my heart ****

Reviews

[AaronFreitas]

This is an open honest write Anikao... I must say I can relate to this is many ways. Stay strong... sometimes s**t hits the fan and we can't control it but learn and dig your way out. You are already working on it by writing and getting it all out :) Nice work