Things Made Wrong

Things Made Wrong

 

Things might have been so much different

If I could have only understood

I don’t know how to say what’s in my head

But it won’t stop waking me in the night

 

So lost in this ever changing world

So many days gone by that I’ll never remember

Fading deep into the fog

And falling far inside confusion

 

I don’t care anymore, I don’t want to feel this deep inside

I watch and I listen

I hear it all

So loud…

 

I can’t stand to hold this any longer

Let me out of here

I can’t bear the hurt anymore

Dreaming of the time when I was free

 

Hold me now and take it away

I don’t know why I didn’t ask you to stay

I feel my lungs closing up tight

Ask me now and make it alright

 

The blame is mine this time

I don’t know how to put it out

Held tight by demons in my head

Death’s door falls on me

 

10-11-06