Blue Moon (Red Fantasy)

Blue Moon(Red Fantasy)

 

I dream a red fantasy

Of torture and relief

Of burning and cleaning

The end of so much torment

 

So I know what it’s like to be a freak

So I know how it feels to be betrayed

But I don’t care about what you know

I believe in the end I will always be alone

 

And I dream a red fantasy

Bathing in my own despair

Clinging to the strands of sanity

Basking in the warmth of the blue moon to come…

 

The crunch of my heart against my broken chest

The sound of the distant beating ringing through my head

I watch as the world fades

I lie groping the dead air for room for a breath

 

I want so much to feel

I hurt so much to belong

Burning here – in death

Ending it before I had a chance to start

 

And I dream a red fantasy

Bathing in my own despair

Clinging to the strands of pain

Basking in the hate of the blue moon to come…

 

11-24-05