Screwed Up Again/Animal I Have Become

I wrote this after a broke a really big promise to 2 of my closest friends and I was listening to "Far Away" by Staind lol...Doesn't rhyme...

I  wish  I  could  be  the  person  you  need  me  to  be,  not  the  screwed  up  person  that I  am  today.You'll  never  know  how  bad  I  feel  when  I  mess  up  at  the  most  desperate  time  you  need  me.I  was  on  a  downward  sprial  into  hell  when  you  caught  my  hand  and  helped  me  up.I  was  the  person  you  needed  me  to  be  for  awhile  but  now  I'm  going  back  down.I  keep  breaking  my  promise  to  stop  what  I  do  and  I  kill  you  softly  without  you  even  realizing  it.Please  help  me  change  this  Animal  I  Have  Become.

Author's Note

Ignore grammer, spelling, and ignore the plain and simple fact that i can't rhyme