![]() Never Am Good EnoughA Poem by julia.![]() Your always good enough. dont believe anything else.![]()
Wake up! Good morning. Your late, yet again. Why, cuz I’m not good enough. Hurry up. Get ready. Only 5 minutes left. Why, cuz I’m not good enough. Your useless. Says she. As I run down the stairs. Why, cuz I’m not good enough. I wish I could be. Away. Just now. Hurry up, cuz I’m not good enough. Tears flow down my cheeks. Quiet. And free. Hurry up, cuz I’m not good enough. I wipe me eyes. So you. Wont see. Hurry up, cuz I’m not good enough. I hide in the bushes. To skip. The bus. To prove, that I’m not good enough. The yellow vehicle goes by. I jump. And run. To prove, that I’m not good enough. To the brook behind. My house. I run. To prove, that I’m not good enough. I arrive with my bag. And my small. Evil plan. To scream, that I’m not good enough. I sit down on the stones. And plan. My next move. To scream, that I’m not good enough. I start to rethink. NO! Shut up. To scream, that I’m not good enough. I unzip my bag. And pull out. Some metal. Because to you, ill never be good enough. I turn it over in my hand. And feel up. The trigger. Because to you, ill never be good enough. I place the cold on my tongue. And point the barrel up. A sudden bang. Because to you, ill never be good enough. My body lies limp. With a red halo. Round my head. Since in the end, I never was good enough.
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