Never Am Good EnoughA Poem by julia.Your always good enough. dont believe anything else.
Wake up! Good morning. Your late, yet again. Why, cuz I’m not good enough. Hurry up. Get ready. Only 5 minutes left. Why, cuz I’m not good enough. Your useless. Says she. As I run down the stairs. Why, cuz I’m not good enough. I wish I could be. Away. Just now. Hurry up, cuz I’m not good enough. Tears flow down my cheeks. Quiet. And free. Hurry up, cuz I’m not good enough. I wipe me eyes. So you. Wont see. Hurry up, cuz I’m not good enough. I hide in the bushes. To skip. The bus. To prove, that I’m not good enough. The yellow vehicle goes by. I jump. And run. To prove, that I’m not good enough. To the brook behind. My house. I run. To prove, that I’m not good enough. I arrive with my bag. And my small. Evil plan. To scream, that I’m not good enough. I sit down on the stones. And plan. My next move. To scream, that I’m not good enough. I start to rethink. NO! Shut up. To scream, that I’m not good enough. I unzip my bag. And pull out. Some metal. Because to you, ill never be good enough. I turn it over in my hand. And feel up. The trigger. Because to you, ill never be good enough. I place the cold on my tongue. And point the barrel up. A sudden bang. Because to you, ill never be good enough. My body lies limp. With a red halo. Round my head. Since in the end, I never was good enough.
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