Of My Own Creation

I literally went through something very strange which involves me having a notebook one moment and then the other it was filled with this. Contains language.

Of My Own Creation
6.8.2009

I see…
That everything’s bein’ torn apart.

I feel…
Like I never had a real start.

I know…
That life’s a cruel mistress.

I walk…
In the shadow of your darkness.

Don’t try.
You know you can’t break this.

Go now.
Get outta my face, you -!

I can, I can find myself
With or without your goddamn help!
Stop what you’re tryin’ to force me
With, ‘cause I’m not who ya think I am!

All these years you’ve tried to
Change me for who I am
I’m sick, I’ve been sick of it
Why can’t you understand?

You come from a world
That’s idealistic. Ha, you fool!
Welcome to my world where I can
Let my spirit roam. Back off, you ghoul!

Throughout my life, I have tricked you
To think I was the perfect one.
I was, too, but thanks to transformation,
The me you thought I was is done!

Go away,
Go away,
I’m sick of your impersonation, 
Go on,
Go on,
I’m no longer your creation.

I know…
That everything’s bein’ torn apart.

I feel…
Like I’ve perfected my own art!

Don’t try.
You know you can’t break this.

You know.
That you’re a f*****g cruel mistress!

Go away,
Go away,
I’m sick of your impersonation,
Go on, 
Go on, 
I’m no longer your creation!

Author's Note

Really doesn't make sense. But I liked it. Criticize it however you please - I hope you enjoyed reading it.

Reviews

[Devons]

I think it really did make complete sense (to me anyway!). Like this one a lot. Its got a real nice flow to it, almost like a song. (actually it reminded me a little of The Cure's 'In Between Days').

And the anger, self-assurance and bitterness are a strong mix and sometimes amusing! Nice.