I Am So Sorry Sometimes

I Am So Sorry Sometimes

 

 

 

I am so sorry sometimes

that I’ll never see Paris in the spring

 

that I never had a church wedding

or learned how to play the piano

 

that I can’t remember

Christmas mornings as a child

or what my father smelled like

 

that I never went fishing with my brother

on mornings when I could have slept in

 

that too many winters have long since past

since I’ve been home

 

that my sister and my parents

never had the privilege of growing old

 

that it’s been years since my last confession,

 

and I am so sorry sometimes.

 

 

 

Reviews

[Crowley]

But you do have the memories that are uniquely you. I have the same regrets on a daily basis, this is so identifiable and feels kind of lonely. It is a very good piece.

[Kelly Scheppers]

Thank you, Crowley. I'm pleased with how it turned out, for I considered making it longer. Your poem, "Remembering" is still very much in my head since reading it...such an incredible piece. You should be most proud of it!

[dead letter office]

It is a privilege to grow old and hopefully wise. Perhaps this is a visit home, if only in your mind; remember the laughter and blessings as well. I encourage you to book a passage to "Paris" and dream big.

[Kelly Scheppers]

Thank you for the warmth of your words, Christos. It is a pleasure meeting you!

[dead letter office]

:) you're welcome

[Pete]

very emotional. we all have regrets. the thing is to do everything we can whilst we can to keep them to a minimum. this really touched me, made me sad and got me thinking. excellent food for thought. powerful write Kelly. Carpe Diem ... :)

[Kelly Scheppers]

This one was a little diverse than my other writings, at least it felt so to me. I'd love to see what you could come up with, Pete! Many thanks my friend.

[Pete]

it's excellent ... :)

[Kelly Scheppers]

Let me know if you do, ok?

[Chris Shaw]

I think we all have regrets Kelly, particularly when it comes to loved ones, and even more so if those loved ones are no longer with us. If a situation can't be rectified than I guess it hurts more. I wonder why you will never see Paris in the spring, or attend confession, or learn to play the piano. Those things seem to be ones that you could still do something about. I felt both sadness and love when reading your words. I bet you could write a book about your achievements.

Chris

[Kelly Scheppers]

Even though it is on my bucket list, the likelihood of me ever seeing Paris seems pretty much out of reach. Although learning to play the piano seems probable, perhaps it has more of a chance than Paris! That book sounds like a pretty good idea. Thank you, Chris!

[barleygirl]

I find the word “sometimes” seems to add a bit of a dampening effect to this otherwise passionate message about lifetime regrets. I’m not sure how to process that word, but I get the idea you did it very intentionally. As far as the examples you choose to illustrate your point – BRILLIANT! These are many of the things I did not get to try in this lifetime, so I felt strong resonance thru-out. All in all, the sensation of “LOVE” is nearly dripping from the examples you choose. So I guess it’s all about love, then . . . *smile* Fondly, Margie

[Kelly Scheppers]

Many thanks, Margie...and (((hugs)))!

[Gypsy Warrior Queen]

yet other things we have in common...I feel your sorrow shine through in this piece. I wish you no regrets and lots of love.

[Kelly Scheppers]

...thank you, Eve. It's always a good day whenever you're here!

[‘Thoughts In Time..]

Oh the sorrysof life bring new reason to soar even higher than before- each regret planted a bud for change and appreciation that makes you the wonderful women you are today and the achievements you have obtained- the sorts allow us to forgive to change to make right and to be set free- sorry carries new opportunities-wonderfully written, deep and meaningful🌹

[Kelly Scheppers]

I suppose even our regrets mold us into the person we are. Thank you for your perspective!

[‘Thoughts In Time’🌹]

So true- my pleasure🌹

[Patricia Wedel]

dear Kelly... for everything we are sorry about... there usually are several endeavors we are proud about... such as cleaning up so our Mother can pursue her art of cooking or sewing.
Perhaps taking our parents to a Concert of a Play at a theatre. Perhaps being there for a loved one to hold their hand. I love your gift of poetry and there are many things for which I am so sorry... such as my Mom passed at 58 and did not experience her golden years. Now I am doing that for me and my Mom. truly, Pat

[Kelly Scheppers]

My mom was 55 and lost both her legs to amputation, exactly a year apart. Two days following her surgery, she had a heart attack and died. This is the time of my life that I know I would have been taking care of her, and writing this helped me in acknowledging that. I am so blessed to have what I have of her - inside of me. It gives me strength, every day. Thank you, Pat!

[Patricia Wedel]

dear Kelly... my Mom has a lust for life, and I like to feel that She passed it on to me. My father loved Shakespeare, so he passed on to me the lust for drama. truly, Pat

[Patricia Wedel]

dear Kelly, my heart hurts that your Mom experienced such sorrow... I will be forever changed.. knowing that my sorrows are bearable. Your Mother surely is your Angel.
Love, Pat

[Kelly Scheppers]

She truly is!

[Coyote Poetry]

Regret for things not done, said or acted upon. I have a few myself. When we look back. I believe. We must find the good moments. Hold them closer. Thank you Kelly for sharing your powerful words and thoughts.
Coyote

[Kelly Scheppers]

Your reviews always give me cause to smile, John. Thank you, and many blessings to you!

[Coyote Poetry]

You are welcome dear Kelly.

[Ardra]

That's a very sad poem...dear one...
Mmm guess we all need to try make up for that in the present...maybe be good to us...
Pamper yourself for sweet little things...maybe somewhere down the line... we can smile and be bit happy for the sake of us...

[Kelly Scheppers]

It felt very melancholy to me as I was writing it, but I'm really glad I did. Thank you, Ardra!

[Ardra]

It's always better to write it and let it go....or else we might end up with a stroke sooner... :)read moreIt's always better to write it and let it go....or else we might end up with a stroke sooner... :)
I guess we are blessed we can express...in such beautiful ways...the pain we have..