Wrong

The things that can't ever be said.

 

The consequence of our contradictory

 

Its sickening how much I love you

how much I'm willing to give up for you

how much I have fallen at your feet

 

I hate what you have made me become

 

How easily I let you in

The pain worse than my once abused body

worse than the needles breaking my skin

 

You took everything that I have

 

Every touch is treasured

Every passing glance and every passing thought

I know you think of me when I think of you

 

Wiping away tears that aren't there

 

I could never trust you

You destroyed me in the worst way

Shattering my illusion of control

 

I know I brought this horrible thing out of both of us

 

It terrifies me to know that I want to hurt you

No vengence just the satisfaction

How can I show such an ugly face?

 

The reason I want to change

 

You are precious, my reprieve from our chaos

The very same hand that broke it...

is the only hand that can mend it

 

I cherish what you have given to me

 

The only one I can laugh with, cry with

The only one I can't live without

I turned away from everything

 

Even though you are no longer mine

 

We are a tragic play of theater

I was the main attraction

Now I'm just a prop

 

But I know...we will always stay the same

 

We have been through it all

Thrived in our hopelessness

Stood together as we fell apart

 

As I'm waiting for tonight than waiting for tomorrow

 

The emptiness of missing a family I never had

Dreaming of a Hero that didn't get the chance to fly

I see him in your eyes

 

You told me to never doubt you

 

Because we are a dangerous mixture

A recipe of destruction and tenderness  

its our specialty

 

And its deliciously Wrong.