MarriageA Poem by SerendipityA marriage thats had its trials ... Its ups and downsMarriage can be difficult Living every day Falling into a routine Its something you get used to Before you know it You realize all the time All the time you put into it All the time you’ve gone on The days come and go You wake up every morning You have a daily routine You end the day exhausted But what about everything else Does it just get jumbled up Does it become just a routine A habit of words and actions How do you know How can you tell You can’t because it’s a habit Its something you’ve been doing Its feels right, it feels like love The fighting and making up It all feels right But deep inside you know So what now How can you be sure Just yesterday you argued And at the end said I love you Just yesterday There was frowns then smiles There was tears then laughter There was coldness then passion But as you think back Were you just playing No you weren’t playing It was just the thing to do Its something you just did But did you mean it Maybe at that point Somehow you felt it Maybe at that point it felt right But as you think back As you look and analyze You life has gone by Nine years have come and gone Nine years a of routine A habit because it seemed right Because you didn’t know any better You thought you were in love How do you know When you are no longer in love Its hard because it’s a routine Deep inside you know You know things have changed Now what do you do How do you figure it out You have to be strong and carry on Or perhaps strong and move on I think for many years I carried on I have realized its time to move on What a difficult decision But its something that I have to do For the both us We must move on For the love that was once there For the happiness that we deserve For the peace that comes within We can no longer carry on So as I figure this out Think about the next step Think about my life Think about my family I must do what is right I need peace, we all do The peace that will come From ending a marriage A marriage that’s had its trials Its ups and downs Its good days and bad days More bad than good How sad it feels to finally admit That there have been more bad More bad days than good days More fighting than laughing For so long I acted Pretending there was happiness My heart pleaded for happiness But it was all a charade Its now time to face the truth The end this life of unhappiness To start all over It is time to finally move on It will not be easy My life became a routine And now I have to figure it out A new routine, a new life So how do I start Where do I begin How do you say its over How do you say goodbye Nine years … nine years It is not easy to walk away To turn around And say goodbye You must think it through Talk it out … nine years That seems like so long Almost a decade of your life Yes a decade of my life In a routine, in a habit A decade that has passed A decade that has come and gone A decade that I will never forget A decade in a marriage Loveless or lifeless But still a marriage It was still my marriage And I tried, I carried on Not just a habit Because at one point I was in love October 5, 2007
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5 Reviews Added on February 6, 2008 Last Updated on April 1, 2008 AuthorSerendipitySunny, CAAboutWhat we do...A Poem by Erotic Goddess ** i am just a girl who LOVES to WRITE ** ** ** Love Starts with a Smile, Grows with a Kiss, & Ends with a Tear. ** .. more..Writing
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