Change

I may regret these words as they leave my lips
But I came back into this
With my heart still heavily filled with hopes of love
Hoping that your heart still would have a slit I could slip into
My world missed you
You challenged me, brightened my eyes and my smile

You changed my life, my way of thinking
Again you have given me a taste of what could be
And I want more

To give us more life and watch us grow

And not be left feeling a fool...pretending

But I won't settle

I need your heart, body and soul to be entirely mine

Yet I can look in your mirror and know why

All the reasons that keep you from me
Just think of what we once had

That could all be again if you just had faith in me

I struggle with my heart and with my head

Finding a way to keep you

And secretly loving you day after day

Longing to hear those meaningful words from your lips

Desiring to feel your warm breath on my skin

All I want which is simply you will never be mine

I will leave but my heart will stay deep in your soul

I close my world to you with regret and the deepest sorrow

And the last words I say to you...I love you