Alone

I decided to write about the first thing that entered my mind when i woke up, and this is it

Alone

Go to bed alone, Wake up alone. What I wouldn't do to have my man with me all the time. I wish I could feel safe in his arms when the first rays of the sun come through my blinds. I would turn over and see him next to me, knowing that's where he wanted to be. Then I would give him a kiss, stroke his goatee and turn around and go back to sleep, knowing I was loved from his warm embrace.... Back to reality, I turn around and see nobody. My body feels cold, like the winter covering my heart. Holding myself tighter in my blanket I wonder, Where is my man? The man god has for me, when the spring will fill my body and and melt the snow away for me to love him the way he would need to be. Forgotten would be the days of me waking up alone.