5 Months of Summer

2/25/2011 Title image by RockOnKidz (http://rockonkidz.deviantart.com/)

You were right, Every last word

I tried to ignore you, To ignore what I heard

But it was the truth, I am just scared

I cannot commit despite all we shared

I told you my dreams, but held back my fears

I kept up my wall as I held back the tears

I opened my heart, but guarded my soul

I’ve a past I’m ashamed of, with a heart out of control

I’ve been on this road, just passing through

I can’t ever stay long, it’s not what I do

I seem to get restless, and I long to take flight

I count up my losses, and I decide not to fight

Whether it’s worth it, if I can out live the pain

All of it is pointless when I add up my gain

I learn things about me that I never knew

And even if you can’t forgive me, it’s all ‘cuz of you