You Make Me Nauesous

That one person that you want to get over, but can't.

You Make Me Nauseous

Ugh…it’s you again. With your stupid smile that makes my heart thump and makes me crazy. I can’t stand you. Your big brown eyes that speak to me without saying any words. I’m going to stand over here and try not to stare. You’re so big. Like the jolly black bean. Not because you are fat. Because you’re not. You are tall, fit, and handsome. I just can’t think of another black vegetable. That is still safe to eat.
Darn…I’ve been spotted. I guess I’ll wave. I wish I could see my face. I hope it looks like a monster or some psycho clown. So you won’t feel compelled to come over here. I guess not. Ugh…why are you coming over here? Sigh…
Hi. Dude, I can’t hear a word you’re saying hon. Well maybe I can subconsciously. I’m responding, so I must know what you are talking about. I won’t remember any of this later though. Geez, you are so tall compared to me. I feel like a Chihuahua next to a German Shepherd. Ugh… am I laughing? No, I’m giggling. Even worse. I’m making myself sick just from my own giggling.
I’m fine. Stop asking me. I’m not really listening anyway. Yes, everyone is fine. Yes, I always enjoy the meeting. Oh, look. Children. Here they come. Oh, wow. They are coming to you. Aw, that is so adorable. My heart flutters. Now, let me just tiptoe away… Darn. That little one spotted me. Oh so she’s going to hold one of my hands and one of yours. Swing we go! It was instinctive. We both did it. Oh great. Now all the rest of them want a swing. Oh how I love children. Wow. He is really good with children. They just love him. As do I. Wait…What did I just say? Ugh… did I just say I love him? Oh my stomach…
Phew. They are all gone. My cheeks are numb from all the laughing and smiling. And I’m still smiling at those little adorable children. Oh…you’re smiling too… at me. Well, I’m walking away quickly and waving. Bye… Ok, now you are waving too.
Now I’m floating. Just floating. He grabbed my hand once. No twice. He thought it was a little child’s hand. His smile is so comforting to me. Sigh again… Oh my gosh… Ugh… I’m going to get over you one day. Ugh… You make me nauseous.