I'll be okay, just not today.A Poem by MrsHydrangeaThis is a piece from a story I was working on called "Paper Cuts". I may finish it someday..."Numb, numbness, n u m b n e s s," a slow, monotone chant departs two dry, plump lips. Each word follows the next, like a small train of dancing wisps, carrying the scent of cigarette and coffee. She maneuvers her large hazel eyes, in a nonchalant manner, as if vision were an inconvenience--a curse. She looks to the dingy walls of her bedroom, connecting them to the cobwebs in each corner of her solitude. N u m b. N u m b. N u m b... She continues to repeat, until each letter rearranges itself, crashing against the walls of her mouth, making them sound foreign. She makes an arch with her body, bringing the curve of her hips up towards the sky. A yoga pose, she's learned. With her elbows at her ears, she breathes into her stretch, then lowers her body down onto the bed. It's dressed in billows of soft, light blue fabric, and adorned with a goose down castle, unaware she is the crown. The cold of the morning absorbs into the linens, sending chills to dominate her flesh. Goosebumps. She smooths them down with the palms of her hands, and then twists her torso to reach for a leather bound journal, leaning against a lamp. She drapes herself in the comfort of textiles, opens her journal, pen in hand, and begins to write: I have been abandoned left to fend for the numbness Will the numbness last? © 2015 MrsHydrangeaAuthor's Note
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1 Review Added on July 18, 2015 Last Updated on July 18, 2015 Tags: Rainy days, journal writing, sadness, Adolescence, poetry AuthorMrsHydrangeaCAAboutI enjoy reading and attempting to write. I have fear of allowing anyone other than my husband to read my work, but here I am, facing my fear head on. I do not claim to be a great writer or even a good.. more..Writing
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