What

It sits between hope and depression.
Perhaps I should give up trying
The voice of despondence keeps barring my entry to constant contentment.
Perhaps I should give up trying
Yet I will cling to that faint slice of sunlight amidst this dull scene that is my life
Perhaps I should give up
But then my life will be a cosmic joke
Perhaps I should give
But this has only drained me before and left me slashing through pieces of who I was
Perhaps i should
I'll come this far and no more, to ask more is impossible
Perhaps I
Selfshness, the poisonous solution to self preservation
Perhaps
Perhaps
It's always been perhaps. A maybe without a definite ending leaving me sitting
between
Hope,
between drepression...