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I want you to read it and interpret it in your own way

SO SO SELFISH
{I should've kept my cool;
I gave you my all, just to get you to fall, but somehow you came up with a way to stay a star.
"Can't you wait a little till I'm ready" Ok hold on let me go and find someone to call, who'll reciprocate my feelings and create something I can validate. "No wait hold on stay right here"
I've always been right near, stuck in a form of a rain dear Infront of your headlights, till you got your head clear. Can't wait for the premiere of my heartbreak, then I'll probably take a break from everyone and everything, till I wake up from this nightmare, you probably don't even care
"I do" No you don't, "wait for ME, one day I'll be ready". No, you won't! "Pick up, I'm trying to call you" Excuse me it's my phone. "You're so selfish"
Tell me something, I don't know "I never really loved you", tell me something I don't know "I'm wasting your time" tell me something I don't know. "Watching you cry over me is my favorite show". Tell me something I don't know.
"Stay right here", nope I GOTTA GO, "Are you coming back?" Wouldn't you like to know, but I guess I'm just so so selfish, my fisherman self just caught a catfish. I got a lot on my dish.
I knew something was wrong, because everything you did made me realize you wouldn't be around for long, so I just shut up and shoved all our memories into songs.
For loving you and cherishing you too early? I'm so so selfish, not considering how you felt when giving you my all? I'm so so selfish. For considering how you felt even when you were wrong and hurting me? I'm so so selfish. For putting you ahead of me even though I had my problems? I'm so so selfish, but it's cool, forget about me, and I'll forget about you, while I stay having this horrible nightmare, just stay away from me and I'll stay away from you.
{Next time, I'll consider how you feel after I've healed from this deal;
"I'll be ready, just hold steady and our relationship will finally have a heading" Oh my word just shut, shut up. I'm so done, done, done.