I need an answer

May I not be memorized
by your beauty.
In my eyes deep down,
a wild ocean needs mending.

May my lips not struggle -
- to fight one another.
The color of red has long gone,
chillness in my chicks,
I feel your presence now.

May mind find peace
where roses become black,
and oceans of water scream for help.

Blood in my eyes,
I hear you now,
stand beside me,
or against me.

Author's Note

This is something that was running in my head for a while. To be honest it took me a while to figure out what to bring out of it. In my opinion it's about the final answer in the last stanza that sums it all up.
Hope you enjoy it!

Reviews

[PP]

I can see an urgent need of 'yes' or 'no'..either way peace needs re-storing!