Desperation Of A Dying Poet

I was watching beastly and something Vanessa Hudgen's character said hit me. Writing Sappy love letter's and such.

When you kill me make sure

Already been shot in the heart 

So all you got do in sever the head

What starts of as love becomes a disaster

Some days I wish I found the right one faster

Never cheat but you always made me feel ( Guilty)

Where the pastor?

Truth you were never after just a confession

If It wasn't exactly what you want to hear

The depression would soon appear

Call my world Hayen the troubles have just reappeared

Can't go clubbing without getting the death glare

From my ex's I wonder If Drake felt the same way In Texas

Death glares like warning signs to the women I'm In affairs

With beware

This thing call love Is overrate and too much to bare

Gave you my heart and you never want to share

Maybe it was the past relationship  or you're just scare

Always wanted me in the picture, was i just there to look pretty

This is our love story with no help from Disney

Home is where the heart is and I think  I lost in another city

After all you said you weren't with me

Desperation of a dying poet

My heart slowly breaks, hope i don't  show it

Never been one for quick texts that lack emotions

Spilling my heart into this letter...i hope you know it

Far from Shakespeare but i'll place a heart stamp then i'll close it

( it's in complete chorus)

You say think like a man so I'm speak like a nerd

There's a lot to repair and we lack the software

Romantics would say it's unfair as we shed our tears

Love is suppose to be a heart but it's trap in a square

Trap by ignorance break free from your despair

Let them Keep talking They're wasting air

I remember our first kiss one the armchair

I learn to never compare what is now and what is then

Because I don't know what i'd if i lost you again

During our break up you say you don't trust men

Like convicts to lawmen

I'm writing  this letter in pen

Because I want my mistakes to be evident 

Like my flaws are always present

Freezing myself in time so i can cherish the moment

The search for maturity mustn't

Pass me but hold on like a patient parent 

And no judgement shall not befall me like a placement test

Or Adam and Eve with that deceiving serpent

All my talent would go to waste if you remain silent

And i'd probably go Insane like you were the only treatment 

Desperation of a dying poet

My heart slowly breaks, hope i don't  show it

Never been one for quick texts that lack emotions

Spilling my heart into this letter...i hope you know it

Far from Shakespeare but i'll place a heart stamp then i'll close it

( it's in complete chorus)

Always a student of life even If I can't remember my schools statement

Putting a heart shape seal on this letter so you know it's urgent

I'd understand If you never want to speak again

We went from stranger to friends, lover to enemies 

Still trying to find out why you befriended me

You were beauty and i was just beastly

Walk to where i'm now so blindly there are things that passed me 

I barely had time to grasp, and I'm not just talking about your booty

When you're were more  like a wifely  to me I treated you like a breezy

That like treating a platinum like a bronzy 

This a long road and it's rocky

Guys  we see what broke Humpty-Dumpty 

I was so carefree and you were so busy

So I guess you're the reason I'm constructing this CD

On cloudy days I carry you until we could see the sun clearly

You and I are unique individuals there's no copies

Can't buy our love it's to costly

What happen some nights were just crazy 

Desperation of a dying poet

My heart slowly breaks, hope i don't  show it

Never been one for quick texts that lack emotions

Spilling my heart into this letter...i hope you know it

Far from Shakespeare but i'll place a heart stamp then i'll close it

( it's in complete chorus)

Author's Note

Its incomplete but i like it tell me what you think!

Reviews

[Poison Ivy]

its intricate and beautiful in so many ways. i can feel your heart was fully in it when you were writing. gorgeous work.

[André-J-Franklin]

Thank you it felt as if i literally place my heart into this piece it strikes me as personal but i felt as if it need to be shared :).

[TL Boehm]

it amazes me where your mind goes.

[André-J-Franklin]

Thanks and my mind is always crafting new and more ways to be unique. some of my ideas honestly have surprise me lately.