Alisha's Advocate

Alisha's Advocate

"Alisha's Advocate"

(Hook by Lil Wayne)

I didn't mean to walk away, but I hear every word they say/
I guess my mind just drew a blank, like, la, la, laaa
Now I'm sitting in this godamn cage, reminising about my day/
With your blood all over my sleeve, as the devil sings, la, la, laaaa...

(Verse.1)

I miss you baby girl, but all the fight I had is gone/
Too many sleepless nights stressed out, in a lonely house with your mum
240 miles, just to provide for my likkle child/
Still that didn't stop s**t getting vile, outcasted like some pedophile
I never really smiled, if I did, it was all a front/
To act like sh*t weren't affecting me, when really deep down inside it was
See that fat slug you've been taught to call grandma, had herself a plan/
To rid baby girl of her dad, so she could play the part of the man
See she hated man's, cause everytime she dated man's/
They breeded her, but never needed her, & that made her fat arse mad
So she ridded all three dad's, to all four of her kids/
So she could play the part of the victim, single mum on welfare & all that sh*t
See she did it quite well, cause two of the three girl's believed her/
The son was a junkie, the other girl see through the lies & leaved her
Left her all alone, depressed in some ex junkie home/
So she took all 4 of the grandkids, & changed her number to her mobile phone.

(Hook by Lil Wayne)

I didn't mean to walk away, but I hear every word they say/
I guess my mind just drew a blank, like, la, la, laaa
Now I'm sitting in this godamn cage, reminising about my day/
With your blood all over my sleeve, as the devil sings, la, la, laaaa...

(Verse.2)

So she cried some crocodile tears, & popped some government drugs/
Acting like, all she ever felt for them kids was love
But like she said in her own words, she loved Johnny & Liam/
But when it come to Terri & Demi, she had no time fi' em
Anyway, soon come her gift from above, named likkle Alisha/
It weren't long after girl, she realised she needed ya
To end all her loneliness, which was clearly self inflicted/
So she started playing games, bad naming me to Vicki
Sh*t was kinda tricky, cause my only reaction is retaliate/
When the bond between all 3 of us, was being destroyed due to her games
But your mother was already brainwashed, by her mother's constant lies/
Telling her it ain't important, for a likkle girl to have a daddy in her life
See I had to get out, before I let out, all the demons that were gradually starting to surface/
I feel for you girl, you're perfect, you just don't deserve this
So I try word this, the only way, that I can/
I'm so lonely without you girl, I just hope you'll never forget, I'll always be your dad.
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(Hook by Lil Wayne)

I didn't mean to walk away, but I hear every word they say/
I guess my mind just drew a blank, like, la, la, laaa
Now I'm sitting in this godamn cage, reminising about my day/
With your blood all over my sleeve, as the devil sings, la, la, laaaa...

(Verse.3)

How can I go on, living my life the way that I am/
Without my baby dial, must admit that I'm half that man
I was, stayin buzzed, to forget the way that it is/
I wish I could just sleep forever y'know & put an end to all this bullshit
I can't call it s**t, it's just the cards that I've been dealt/
So hard by myself, heart ripped, missing my likkle girl/
But ain't nothing I can do, cause both numbers have been changed/
Different house, different spouse, ain't nothing ever stays the same
So it's just me & my pain again, back together as one/
I wanna play with my daughter again, but I got a switch b*tch baby mum
Intent on destroying the bond, that was there from her very first breath/
But now she's gone, I'm trapped in the eternal storm, what the f*ck have I got left?
What am I fighting for, not sure what life's got left for me instore/
I just know I'm on my knees on the floor, pleading the lord, so sore!!
Please answer me most high, cause it's times like these, that I really need ya/
To show me better ways, to reach better days, Wagwan Alisha.

Copyright 2008 The Elusive Mr Dunne (All rights reserved)

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

Yes we do my friend. We will miss our children, when we are away from them. The song, honest, hard and true. Thank you for sharing the amazing words and your thoughts.
Coyote

[jennifer little]

great write thanks for sharing it with me i like the flow of it keep up the good work

[Debra K Middaugh]

Loved it. Above average. Reread it several times. Wanted it to sink in