INSOMNOMICONA Poem by HadesRisingEvery time I close my eyes The fire still burns With screaming voices Will it ever be my turn?
Every time I close my eyes
The fire still burns With screaming voices Will it ever be my turn? What ever have I become As I write this Insomnomicon? The madness everlasting Faces in shadow Dead eyes stare at me Dragging me deep down below I feel so dead Dead in my heart Dead to the world My heart seems to be beating way too hard And nerves seems severed by your shards Things aren’t ever quite what they seem My demons won’t stop clawing at me Every night I wait with bated breath I am beating myself to death What ever have I become As I write this Insomnomicon? I see your ghost standing there Maiden in the dark Whispering my name Before night dies to the spark What ever have I become As I write this Insomnomicon? The sky seems to be graying And birds start to scream I can’t find my way Back to my darkest dreams I feel so dead Dead in my heart Dead to the world My heart seems to be beating way too hard And nerves seems severed by your shards Things aren’t ever quite what they seem My demons won’t stop clawing at me Every night I wait with bated breath I am beating myself to death What ever have I become As I write this Insomnomicon? THE STRESS IS OVERBEARING AND I CANNOT SHAKE THESE CHAINS CRUSHING ME INTO THE GROUND AND I CANNOT BREAK THESE CHAINS I AM BURDENED BY THIS WEIGHT AND I CANNOT MOVE THESE CHAINS DRAGGING ME INTO MY GRAVE AND I CANNOT BREAK THESE CHAINS CHAINS C H A I N S C H A I N S C H A I N S I feel so dead Dead in my heart Dead to the world My heart seems to be beating way too hard And nerves seems severed by your shards Things aren’t ever quite what they seem My demons won’t stop clawing at me Every night I wait with bated breath I am beating myself to death What ever have I become As I write this Insomnomicon? © 2019 HadesRising |
StatsAuthorHadesRisingLondon, United KingdomAboutThe cruelty wrought between lines of despair is but one with my own labored heart Favorite Poets/Writers Dani Filth, Jim Butcher, Kevin Hearne, Tolkien, more..Writing
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