What, have I become?

Finally, embracing what I truly am made to be.

I once had a reason to live, and breathe

I once had a reason to trust, and feel

I once had a reason to love, and laugh

I was once relieved

I was once real

I once followed a path

The world, brought me to my knees

it took everything away from me

The world made me beg, and made me say please

I pled, to not take my daughter of three

' Kill me God, it's easier ' I plead

I sank to a kneel, so very painfully

As my soul left me, my life escaped me

Blinded by hatred, I could not see

Struck a deal with the devil just to be free

To be devoid, and empty, of all emotion

To be left haunting

taunting death, as who I am met erosion

I became a nightmare, so daunting

My plan was set in motion

I wanted to inflict fear

I wanted to inflict pain

I couldn't see clear

But am I truly the one to blame?

Maybe I am, maybe it's true

I let hate take control of my life

and I felt powerful, I didn't know who

or what I became, spreading strife

and enmity

Conflicted between good, and the bad

Blaming an entity

Blaming anyone but myself made me glad

I didn't want to face the bitter truth

I didn't want to acknowledge what I did

or what I have begun

so don't stop me, as I run

Deep into the night, to embrace who I have become.

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This is such pain but I really feel the anger behind this poem.
A great write as well as a great way to vent.