Torn Apart

Torn between love, and no emotions...

I have fought a thousand battles deep inside of me

Been through hell and back again

and none of you have yet to see

The pain I feel, the struggle to hold onto what is real

It seems like only yesterday the devil came to see me, and offer me a deal

As I said, I am still struggling with what is real

To forget pain, hate, anger, love, in exchange for my soul, seems ideal

I didn't sign the pact, I cannot forget love

Due to the fact, I'm in love

How do I stop being the monster I have become?

How do i stand and fight, when I just want to run?

Don't call me a coward for wanting to hide

This girl is pure of heart, completely innocent

I thought the fact she loves me back, would make me die

I can't stand to be apart, I want to do my best

To be the one man, to treat her like the one

for the rest of her life

I want to be her mr Right

I am sick of being a haunting wreck

A despicable speck, a lame excuse for a human

I need to be reliable, her only true man

Please, tell me how to fight these demons

There's tearing me apart

I fear this time I am fighting a losing battle

but I'll stay true to my heart

The demons can keep clawing, I refuse to be rattled

You shown me the light

Now it's my turn to set all my wrongs, right

and fight this darkness, with all my might

Reviews

[Caradoc]

Excellent poem.

This right here is the true beauty of love. It makes us want to be better than who we are. For love we would turn ourselves around. We would shed fears, prejudices and old hates for love. We would fight hard and conquer our darkness. For love.

Good work.

-Caradoc