Fugue

Catastrophic casual dreams, I'm falling apart at the seams again. Metaphoric mystery, answers overwhelm my fragile mind. Truth within but hard to see, I'm drowning in an open sea of lies. The universe has opened up inside the spirit of my soul, I feel at one with life but never fully whole. No matter how I try I've never fully learned, one day we all must die, I slowly wait my turn. The ghost of sanity is one I haven't seen, the only time I'm not in pain is when I'm allowed to dream. My sickness may have started deep within my mind, slumber's abandoned me, so peace I'll never find. I know that my beliefs would make most people sneer, I wait to close my eyes, reach the skies, and get away from here.