Remembrance

Currently my newest writing.

I left my dignity in the distance of my broken past, my chances have all now passed, I fucked my life up far too fast. I'm haunted by my birth, breathing death into my soul, this never would've happened if my mom used birth control. My veins can't handle more but I need another score, I'm crying tears of blood, standing at the Devil's door. All I ever tried to find was one to understand, all the s**t that's in my mind, the reasons I feel damned, until I reach the afterlife, alone still will I stand. Why give me this suffering? Did my evil truly show? She's finally here, my angel of death, goodbye, we've got to go.